A story of Love and Hate (Alastor x Angel)

Dead emotions (4)

//make sure to read part (1)-(4) to get a better understanding please//

(After a while of crying, Angel
passed out, hours later he woke up to a splitting headache, his eyes were super puffy and red, his body weak, his mouth dry and dehydrated, his pillow was soaking wet. Angel sat up and put his head on his hands, he turned over to see the time {8:59}. he felt a push on his foot, he looked down and saw Fat Nuggets, he just stared at him, a blank expression on his face, Angel got up and went to the bathroom mirror and just stared at himself, pointing out every imperfection on his face, then the voices came back)

"he makes me uncomfortable"

"he makes my blood boil"

"I just...I hate him"

(Angel just stood there not wanting to cry again, he tried speaking but his voice was deep and raspy from the lack of water, he got out of the bathroom again and looked at the time {9:00 pm}

""I have to go to the meeting...weather I want to or not...I hate this...so fucking much""

(Angel splashes some water on his face to stop the burning sensation in his eyes, and to get rid of the water marks, of corse the red puffiness didn't go away, he still looked like he cried for 4 hours strait and slept for another hour, but he had to go with it. He fixed his hair and fixed his clothes and he got out of his room and headed towards the elevator going down to the main lobby. Once he got there, he got out of the elevator before stopping, he glanced over at the bar, he felt a sinking sensation in his stomach, along with a piercing feeling in his chest, he could feel his tired eyes swell up with more tears, he wiped them away and went to the conference room. He got to the entrance and he stopped, his hand on the door handle, he could hear Everyone chattering inside)

""I arrived just in time I guess"" I hesitated, but I ended up turning the door knob and went inside, the first demon I see is him, he was standing behind a chair, I felt a pain in my chest again, I looked away and I went towards a chair, far away from everyone. I don't want to deal with questions, Of corse everyone was staring at me who wouldn't...I'm hated...right?

"I'm here"

(His voice was still raspy but he could honestly care less at this point he just wanted to get it over with)
Charlie: "Angel? Are you alright?

"Yea, who's asking? Huh? Mind your own god dam business will ya!?

Vaggie: "HEY dont give her that TONE ANGEL!"

"I can give her any tone I FUCKING want Vaggie!! I thought we were in a meeting not a " be nice to everyone club. Make up your god dam mind"

(Angel was getting annoyed, he was already emotional done, and with this it wasn't helping. Through all that he still didn't look at Alastor he avoided eye contact at all costs. He couldn't bare looking at him again, slowly the voices started coming back. " I hate him". Alastor on the other hand, he was worried, he saw and heard what kind of state Angel was in, he saw his tear marks on his cheeks , his read, puffy eyes, everything, he was worried, and he wanted to help, but the conversation got even more heated, at that moment Vaggie slammed her hands on the table standing up in the process)

Vaggie: " listen hear you piece of shit, we are in a meeting, and it's unacceptable for you to come in 1 LATE TWICE AND 2 DISRESPECTING CHARLIE!!!! she was just asking if you were ok

"And I told her to mind her own. GOD. DAM . BUSINESS!!!"

(At the point Vaggie was over the top pissed she quickly walked over to Angel and slapped him across the face, everyone including husk were speechless they didn't know what to say, or to stop her, Charlie was worried and scared, but at this point Angel had enough, again, tears welled up in his eyes, they were sad tears mixed with anger, he stood up quickly knocking the chair down)

Charlie: " guys stop!"

(Charlie was late with the phrase, Angel quickly grabbed Vaggie by her arms and threw her down to the floor, Vaggie fell on the floor hitting her head in the process, she sat up in pain)

Vaggie: " WHAT THE FUCK ANGEL!??!!

(Alastor was shocked at all of this, he wasn't smiling at this point, something was bothering Angel, and that moment Angel turned around and looked at Alastor with a look mixed with anger, guilt, and sadness)

"IM DONE WITH ALL OF YOU, I JUST WANTED TO COME TO A MEETING BUT NOOOOO YOU GUYS HAD TO STEP INTO MY FUCKING BUSINESS "

(Angel stormed out of the conference room, hitting the door with his 2 sets of hands. Alastor ran out and followed angel out of the room)

Alastor: " Angel wait! "

(Angel stopped, not looking at Alastor)

" what the hell do you want radio boy"

Alastor: "what's wrong with you Angel, this isn't like you"

(Angel turned around and faced Alastor, tears in his eyes, his eyes red and burning more)

"Who fucking cares huh? Just leave me alone will ya"

Alastor :" Angel please talk to me, I'm here for yo-

" now don't give me that BULLSHIT, NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE IS EVER GOING TO BE THERE FOR ME. DROP THE FUCKING ACT ALREADY AND SHOW WHO YOU REALLY FUCKING ARE YOU BITCH, STOP ACTING SO FUCKING NICE WITH THAT FAKE ASS GRIN YOU ALWAYS WEAR. NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!"

(Angel stormed out of the hotel and slammed the front door behind him. Alastor stood there not knowing what to do know)

Alastor's Pov

""What happened to you?... I'm sorry...please come back"

(A tear came down his cheek...)

""Angel?"

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//stay tuned >:3//

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