Thoughts & Opinins

Chapter One - LoveLess Living

How does one survive in an environment that so loveless

With regards to the to the topic of love there's no prospect

He is always seen to be fairly off set

Emotions like a raging sea

Held in place by something as fragile as a woman's corset

Always ready to burst at the seams

As he's always on the verge to shout and scream

He's always confused how he feels

Looking quite like a child who's picky with his meals

Often fighting for a seal of approval that he won't get

Always leaving him moppy and upset

Fulling him with a deep feeling of regret

And putting him under pressure and emotional distress

Has him thinking about parts of him are missing

His one thought is that he's sinning

By simply existing

Risking his emotions

By frisking and frisking

By insisting and insisting

Dedicating his time and listening ability

At the risk of his own versatility

Along with his mental durability

As well as his emotional stability

Causing a constant irritability

Swimming in a pool of constant depression

Leaving him with limited expression.

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Love is something that I'm lacking

My emotional strength is where I'm slacking

Filled with constant regret of by-gone times

Denied the love that was necessary

So at this point he see his looks as the issue

A hereditary thing that can't be changed

Otherwise he would have

Every time you look at me I see the hate in you eyes

So in my eyes I'm an issue

A thorn in your side or a sore on your feet

A permanent thorn of crown of thorn that you are made to bare

As at my presence you are forced to stare
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Love that was once like a wave

That I treated like a sin

Now barely leaks like a tap slightly ajar

Making a sound you could barely hear or even see from afar

Now I look for love on the outside

From a more reputable source

So see if he can feed he who views himself as a love deprived horse

And now it's worse, at himself he cursed

As his success rate worsened

And his emotion then cursed at him in the form of mood swings that eat his world
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NOW I'M ALONE AND FEEL LIKE IM LOSING MY SOUL