KacxDeku: separation Anxiety

You dont understand

Deku POV
"Mom can we talk about- deku was cut off by his mom "why deku... why did you guys even do it !" She yelled "mom this has nothing to do with that all I want. To know is that your okay and that your approve us ?" I asked "fine but this conversation isn't done I still don't approve the relationship but I will allow you to still see him and right now I'm just tired and weak." She says drained "okay..." I say quietly
Next day (at school, in class)
"Deku you look out of it are you ok?" Mineta asked "I'm fine just don't wanna be bothered." I say irritated
"Hey deku are you okay, are you okay, do you want me to help you out ." Is what everyone has been asking me and I'm so tired I swear the next one who's asks me will get blown off.
"OI deku you okay- I interrupted him by slamming my hand on my desk. Everyone looks at me "NO IM NOT OKAY EVERYONE WAS ASKING 'HEY THIS'AND ARE YOU OKAY THAT' AND IM NOT I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE BUT NO I CANT GET THAT BECAUSE MY OWN MOM DOESN'T APPROVE ME BEING GAY AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM LETTING HER DOWN AND IM TIRED OF HERO WORK SO NO IM NOT OKAY AND YOU GUYS WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS AND ITS REALLY GETTING TO MY MIND AND ALL IT NEEDS TO DO IS STOP!!!!!" I yell and sob. I start to look at everyone and I break out into a whole meltdown and run out of the class. "DEKUUUU WAIT!!" Kacchan says about to run after me "wait! Let him breathe first ." Lida says
I start to sob and just let all my emotions go . "I'm s-so stupid a-and dumb I can't anymore it's hurting me !" I sob and then I start to have a panic attack. I need kacchan I can't do anything without him !!! "K-K-KACCHAN I NEED HELP IM HAVING A-A-A PANIC ATTACK !!!" I yelled panicking "DEKUUUU " I
Hear "kacchan I need...help " I stop breathing "deku stay with me and don't leave !!" Kacchan yells "I'm tired I think I'll go to sleep..." I say drowsy then I close my eyes and all I hear is 'NOOOOO'