JOURNEY : Back to 300

II

We had just finish our performence at spain and this is the last tour that we had before heading back to Korea. I'm so nervous because as soon as I'm back to Korea I will enlist into the military again.. But it fine tho, because my sunbaes will enlist with me too. It's my bigbang sunbae. But that is not the thing that I'm worried right now. The thing is how do I tell my friends about this. They will get upset because I didn't told them earlier.

After we wrap up the concert, we were going to the hotel and take a rest but my mind can't stop thinking about my friends reaction. Gosh...my head spinning." Hey lisa, what wrong?? You seem a bit off. Are you sick?" Rose ask me. I'm just reply with a simple" I'm fine" but she still look worried also the others.

As soon as I enter our room, I'm immediately flop into my bed. Jisoo come and rub my back "too tired baby lisa? You did a really great job but you seem to think about something else." She said while laying on the bed and look at me.

I sat up and look at her "there is something I need to tell you...all of you.." I said hesitantly but I need to tell them or they will find out on their own and I'm sure the result is going to be bad.

Jennie and Rose came to us. They sat on my bed. I look down at my hand while they were waiting for me to talk with a concern face. "I .......I ..enlist ..into the army......again." I said a bit whisper but loud enough for them to hear me.

"What!?!?!" They said in ethusiasm. They seem so suprise and a bit...mad.

"Lisa...we just finished our tour and you just want to leave us?!? Why?" Rose said look upset.

Suddenly Jennie stand up and leave the room. I know I just fuck up. With that I immediately got off my bed and chase her. Jisoo and Rose were quiet. They know something...simething that Lisa didn't know..or notice.

The thing is they know that Jennie like her. Not as a friend but something more like a lover. She have been giving some signs but lisa being the little naive baby just thought that Jennie just playing around. She have been trying but lisa still didn't notice it.

Lisa chase Jennie until she ended up at a park. She saw Jennie under the tree....crying. She approach her.

"Hey, Jen..please don't be like this." I touch her shoulder but she slap my hand away.

"Why you care??! Just leave me alone!" She shouted at me. I was taken a back. She had never raised a voice at me even when she's angry.

"Please Jen....you're my best friend." I said feeling a bit sad. My tears are spilling little by little.

"I've been waiting for you for more than a month to come back and now you're leaving...again! This shit is driving me crazy."

"Jen, it's going to be fine. I will be back soon."

"You don't understand. This feeling is killing me. I miss you everyday when you were gone. I miss you every freaking day!! I miss your voice,your touch,smile and everything!! Now you're leaving..you're leaving me..."

I was speechless and didn't know how to react.

"I'M FUCKING LOVE YOU LALISA MANOBAN!!"

That's all it takes..I go to her and kiss her on the lips. The truth is I love her too. I thought she was just being cheeky around me and that's why I didn't notice it.

We pulled away." I love you too , Jennie Kim." She pulled me back for a passionate kiss.

After we pull away , I look at her in the eyes and kiss her nose. "I know it's feels like hell. I'ts killing me too. But it will not be for too long."

"Promise me you will come back to me as soon as possible." She said while cupped my cheeks.

"I 'm promise ,my love."

After that we went back to the hotel. Jisoo and Rose have already forgive me and they understand. But mostly they were happy that me and Jennie are finally became a couple.

I sleep with Jennie in my arms and held her close to me." I promise to come back for you."

With that I fell asleep.