The Forgotten

My Fantasies

"I know don't worry, what do you want for breakfast even?"Mira looked at me and she glared "I don't care just make something" she says walking near me and then she looks down on me since I'm only about 5,3 "And don't question me ever!" She yells at she slaps me. She walks away and I'm on the ground. I get back up then go and pull out a pot, a spoon to stir, and the ingredients to make oatmeal because I only have 15 minutes till I have to leave for school. "Hurry up!" I hear her yell from the living room. I pour the oatmeal into two bowls and bring them to her. "I'm leaving for school now" I say as I set them down on the glass coffee table. "Fine just remember also any money you make at work is mine" I shake my head then go and get my backpack, laptop, headphones, phone, and I head out to the bus stop. On the way to the bus stop I turn on my music and the first thing that comes on is Hey Brother by Avicii.  I hum to the song and end up singing quietly to the lyrics. Not many people come to my bus stop and so no one hears me. Once I finish the song I'm at the bus stop. I get on the take my seat next to the window and look out it.  It's  winter here so it's still will be dark for another half hour. I start to look into complete space "Daddy where are you going?" "We are moving to Wisconsin"  he says looking at me"What about Mommy" his smile turns into a frown. "Sweetie Mommy isn't going to be here anymore" he says while bending down to my level "Where is she? " I ask innocently "She is in the sky and in our hearts" "will I see her again" I look into his eyes seeing tears"not for a very long time my little Iris" tears are now going down his face, I walk up to him and hug him "don't worry we will be happy in Wisconsin" I look at him and smile even though I knew she was dead. I imagine myself at 16 there with him. "Hey Dad I'm heading to school" I said smiling ,that never happened now, "Ok, see you tonight I love you".Oh how everything could've been so much different. He could've stayed or taken me with him. I mean who just abandons their daughter especially after they lose a mother. He left. Didn't say where he went, didn't say barely anything just left me to an abusive family who hates me and is the reason I don't smile and have scars. Finally  I notice that I'm at school and now the sun is coming up. "Beautiful" I mutter as I get off the bus and head to my first class. No one even notices me. I enter the classroom which happens to be reading class I don't even know the teacher's name all I know is that I have a 105% in this class and no one not even the teacher knows who I am. I sit in the back as usual and look out the window of the classroom. Looking down you can see people talking with their friends while I'm only here with my fantasies.