You make me so angry. But angry at myself. I dont know if I'm even good enough to be your friend. I feel so dumb around you. You are smarter then you think. You piss me off when you hind things. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm not as interested in them as you. I'm sorry I can't and don't check their social media or anything about them every second. I'm sorry I don't give you 100% of my attention and when I do give you Attention you shy away and leave me feeling cold and unwanted.
I'm sorry I'm not a good friend to you. I'm sorry I'm not enough. I'm sorry that I hurt your feeling that one time, I thought you were done with me. I'm sorry, but you talk about miscommunication all the damn time but you do it everyday. I won't let you be rude to me and let you walk all over me. I won't let you just be my friend when it's convenient for you. It's not fair.
Ever since you met her, you've forgotten about me. And all your real life friends. But we're still here. But we won't stay for long. Because friendship goes both ways. I don't wanna be the only one carrying this load when you should be carrying it too.
Roll your eyes
Tell me I'm wrong
Tell me you are not acting this way
Tell me I'm being overdramatic
Tell me that I'm delusional
Tell me how youre so much better than me...
You hurt me and belittle me with out even realizing it.
YOU ARE READING
thoughts.
AcakMini thingys that I think should be written down... Sorry I can't write or spell well :/
