Your Eyes Look Like Helix nebula🌌

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Dear M,
There are people who suddenly get into our life like a hurricane and bring joy and confusion at once. The chaos reigns in your inner world. You want to know what he is thinking about, what he is feeling. You can't imagine your daily life without him. There is a rainbow stretched in between you. At first you feel a sense of fear, that you will say or do something stupid, which may make him lose interest in you. Although this is a completely illogical idea and you know, you still feel this fear with the whole body. Whatever you do, there is always a place in your mind for this extremely attractive human being. Sometimes a bitter thought pops up in your fucked up mind: is he thinking about you? Or are you just a weird familiar? The relationship with whom it is as strange as she herself is. And you want to know what he is thinking about you.
who are you in his brown eyes? - this question is stuck in your mind.
Soon he becomes very important for you, as much that you can not express it completely. You always behave like there are nobody watching, you aren't trying to impress each other. you get along so naturally that maybe you're from same star or your souls merge into one another's.
Briefly he is kind of artwork I could admire 'till the end of time.

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what is the need for stamps at all? is it necessary? Is this the rule ? if it is, then rules are made to be broken. Maybe we'll never be officially lovers but we alredy are in some ways. Don't ever argue with me about it. I don't know... do you feel this too?
The main thing is to understand that you we're happy together and do not give anyone the opportunity to convince you to put it in a different frame.
There's mysterious beam in your eyes, they're full of warmth and light. I think that's comletely your thing to charm any kinds of girls. But sometimes this magic ray disappers and your eyes become cold and somehow transparent. Your usual look which is full of energy extinguishes like fire when it starts raining. And everytime I see you like this, I want to hold your hand and take you to the highest mountain running, untill we can't move our feet.
You deserve someone who will take care of you. And I want to be this person.
From the very beginning I realized that our relationship was different and go beyond the usual friendship. You feel that when you talk for the first time. And you know he's the one. There is no more explanation.
I don't know how can I listen to you and adore your stunner features at the same time. I can talk about you, your wonderful mind endlessly.. or chocolate curls beamed by the sun. I cant even retain smile when someone mentions your name. your face is like a melody that won't leave my head.

90% of your jokes are well encased
truth. And some people won't ever understand overlaid estimation. They are too indiferent for your depth. and when they don't understand the joke properly I look at you, I see how your smiling face changes into disappointment.
Sometimes I just lay on my bed I turn music on and close my eyes. ( and here's this song that tottaly makes my heart melt and it shatters my sensitivity.) and I imagine that you are here. With me. You gently draw the circles on my knees with your head on my lap. I' m caressing your soft curls. After a while you are sleeping peacefully. Can I ask for this to happen?
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What do you think about it?🌿