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Dear M,
I remember a few months ago I told you that I wanted to do some things I haven't done before. So you told me : " don't write down the list, everything will happen without it momantally and naturally. And you know that what is planned may never happen in the way you wanted." And I forgot the list.
I have to admit that when I saw you, I immediately realized that if you had entered my life,something magical would happen.i have unexspected thoughts and often they're 100% right.
Maybe you are the reason why my summer was like book or movie.
But in the depths of my heart I know that it is your merit. Watching falling stars and sunsets. But for me it was enough to gaze you.
I wanted to remember all the details well, and when I would miss you I could remember your long siluete and your winks.
I know how strange it is that we fall in love as fast as speed of light. We also know how much we can adore them.
I like the fact that my little hand fits perfectly in your hand. I like it when you hug me from behind or use my as a holder.
I have a song for all the people. But I do not remember one particular song about you. Now all the songs are about you. All the songs lead me to you.
Oh, I love sleeping on your shoulder. There are moments when I wish you were here, with me.. I would lean on your shoulder and hear your voice.
I love you for all your qualities, positive or negative.You have a lot of value and you know it. Everyone can love you for your pretty face and charismatic soul or for your unique sense of humor. But I love you at your worst. When you are tired and just need break from every single thing.
If Mary was here, she would tell me : " don't make him prouder. You know he's already hearthob." and I would reply that he deserves to know how good he is.
...and I'm standing here and watching you. Strange smile over my lips.the warm feeling in my heart. I feel happy for my summer and everthing that happened here. I whisper to myself that our goodbye is only temporary. I turned up on the tips of my toes, you bended down and wrapped your arms around my skinny body as if I were a doll.I put my hands on your neck and tighten it. I wanted to keep your warmth deep in my body. Finally we moved away from each other's hot bodies and smiled at each other. We spent almost a month together and now you are leaving.this is my sumertime sadness. I wanted to say something, but I could not. also, I think it was not necessary.
Sometimes, no matter how desperate you are yet people like you will give you hope and assure you that something great is about to happen that will make your life upright in the best way.
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