That Sunday morning I woke up didn't know how I made it to my room because when I got in that lyft car I couldn't remember too much of what happen after that I just wanted to go home and sleep and plus I was shocked as hell that I didn't throw because I barely ate anything yesterday so I laid there in bed just thinking because I was so ashamed of myself that I had sex with Mac last night and I wish it didn't happen but it did and it don't never need to happen again and when I even tried to get out of bed I couldn't even walk straight because my ass was so sore I was scared to even go to the bathroom as soon as I open the door my dad said Rocquel where was you last night I told him that I was at the movies he said at 1 something in the Morning I told him yea I said while I was at the mall I bump into this girl I used to go to school with and she wanted to go to the drive in but the movie she wanted to see didn't start at a certain time so as I seen the big fat smile on my dad face he laugh and said that's okay you don't got to explain yourself welp alright than big playa and he step aside to let me by as I made my way to the bathroom I turn the water on warm and grab my towel I wash my face and brush my teeth I heard the front door open and some talking I could barely hear who it was because of the loud tv and I heard footsteps I said to myself I wonder who could that be so as I left out of the bathroom and went back into my room I seen Jrew sitting my bed saying Wasssup bro my eyes grew big and confused he said softly what your not happy to see me so I shut my bedroom door and I looked at him he got up and started to kiss on me but I push him back a little he than said what the fuck is wrong with you I told him that I really don't feel well I'm sorry like my whole body is sore and that I was about to rest he said okay with a sad expression on his face and said he hope that I feel well I told him I was sorry and I'm glad that he's back as he left out of my room and I told him I'll hit him up later on today once I feel a little bit better so slowly got in the bed still feeling drunk and most of all my hole was throbbing like I didn't want to do shit today like nothing and i pulled my phone out and seen a text from a number I didn't seen before and I open and read the saying good morning beautiful I hope you made it home safe this is Mac lock this number in your phone which I did like I couldn't even believe that we had sex let along with a producer and this nigga has money and a big ass house and ride a very nice luxury car but I didn't think too much of it because it ain't no telling what he does on his spear time he was only just with me because I was probably a easy target so I didn't even want to look at my phone no more I just threw it to the other side of the bed and put he covers over my face and turn the tv on because at this point my hole is throbbing and plus I felt like I was going to die I just cried in slients hope no one in the house hear me but my phone went off and I took the covers off my head and I went to grab my phone and all I could say is wow like this is about to be a Sunday right here Ron is calling I answer the phone saying hello he said wassup mane it's been a minute how are you I told him no of his damn business he said what's wrong with you I told what's wrong with me nigga what's wrong with you I haven't heard from you in months my nigga like months and now all of a sudden you call me like I'm hurt like I really liked you and wanted to be with you he said that he know but he felt some type of way about it but he couldn't explain it to me I said what do you mean like you was the first guy I ever experience everything with even sex like I lost my virginity to you like that's something special to me you took that away from me and on the day I left from down there you was no where in site I tried calling you multiple times and texting you even when I came back here I still called you and sent you messages but I told him what he couldn't explain I know I seen his social media and he could fuck off after that I hung up the phone and block his number I never wanted to hear from him again so I just cried myself to sleep until cries become snores
