A Random Collection of Poems

Someone's "Someone"

Do you really care for me,

but how can that be?

All you seem to want is what everyone uses me for...

I'm tired of everyone leaving me, that's why I've shut the door

I've locked myself away,

letting only a select few in to stay.

But I know, I know, no one is permanent

All these beautiful words that flow are not determinant.

I know you're going to leave,

that's why I don't want to believe.

I don't want to believe the words you say are true.

If I believe then the emotions in my heart will brew.

But again, just like everybody else, you'll go

I want to get close, but I don't want to be vulnerable and show 

the darkness that is inside me.

As emo as that sounds, its a reality I cannot flee

At eighteen I still cry myself to sleep,

because I am someone who no one wants to keep.

Maybe one day I'll finally be someone's "The One"

Until then, I'll only be someone's "Someone"