the possession of Kyle Hunter

3 years ago

It was a Sunny and i was hurry to go to my work.  My name is Aylin.  I had a lot of bad times and actually it was for me not an another day like usually.  I worked by a carwash for two days in the week and also by the police.  It was always dream to be a police woman.  To show how strong i am and that we as womans are good too,  till 3 years ago. 

It happend into the afternoom of march 7, 2015. My boyfriend and i were driving into a car and chased a car with three men in it. Suddenly they started to shot at our car and stopped the car.  We couldn't see anything because our window was broken and they were already gone.  We bumped hard against their car and it crashed. 

After many hours there was an ambulance and saved US.  We had already many wounds and since that time i got a big trauma.  When i woke up they told me i layd in the hospital. It made me scared and it looked like i saw many people around me,  even it were two persons. I tried to hit them all away and got more and more afraid.  They seemed to laugh at me.  "Go away,  go away...  Please leave me alone!" i yelled to them and closed my eyes hard while start to cry.  When i opened my eyes again they all were gone only the two doctors still standing there.  "Are you okay miss?" They asked me and i nodded once.

After the accident and trauma i could see ghosts or feel them suddenly.  Actually i need a long period to recover from everything and become myself again.  It was a hard time for me.  I was therefore fired at both my jobs. My boyfriend and i broken up and i had to stand alone to get through this all.  I got depressed too and felt only down.  Nobody was around me,  only myself and the ghosts i saw.  It made me more down and more scared to look into this world. Everything around me,  i saw it in black and Gray. 

At may 23, 2017 my ex boyfriend knocked my door.  I was going to my work,  because since end 2016 could i work again finnaly.  Only my ex boyfriend had to take his last stuff with himself.  I opened the door and look at him like i didn't carw of him anymore.  "Where are you working now?" He asked me curious and though it would be to bad for me.  "Well that doesn't matter to you after you never cared." i told him fast and took my bag.  " you are working into the hospital" He was kinda confussed.  "Yes.  Now take your stuff!!! I have to go." Took his stuff and put it outside and locked the door.  Ignored him and get downstairs on my way to my work.

All those years were still a nightmare for me. Everything i heard i got more afraid.  Why was it happend to me?  Was it because it needed to happen to me?  Or was it just an accident like it would happen to everyone. What should i do?  When i was going to the doctor he gave me some medicines.  Every time when i take this medicines i get more addicted to those medicines.  I didn't get off those medicines again.  Every time i keep taking them,  more and more.  It made me feel great,  but when its over i want more and more.  Many people try to help me to get off those medicines and after a long time it works.  Finally i could stay away of the medicines and stop this all. 

But now?  Now searshing for a better and more Nice job.  This job was more stressfull than i though at all.  It made me feel like how it was a few years ago when i layd there.  I started to tremble by thid feeling and tried to get over it.  With a hard mind i was up for a new job,  a new start and a new life.  This time would it be mine new world.  Yes i'm ready for a fresh start with new people around me.