Ghosting

12:35 am

Watching dragon ball, he watched as the girl he loved slip out of his fingers. It wasn't because of anything else, it was because of him. A short ping shook him out of his trance. It was a message from her. Waiting for his reply.

"I don't think waiting here would change anything."

Shit. He fucked up. He knew. It would be over. He was numb and he can't do anything about it. This was another of his wrong decisions.

"Are you at the clinic tomorrow?"

Maybe he would get another chance to prove his love, or to offer another friendship because he could not handle being in love with her if he's this numb. He was only hurting her.

"Go find out yourself."

Sigh. She was mad again. Maybe i wasn't really cutout for this. He wasn't ready to be in a relationship if this is what it meant.
He would tell her that they would be better off as friends. Tomorrow. Because this relationship would never work out for him.