Trust Issues

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It's not a sickness

It's not a disease

I hope this will put your mind at ease

There is simply something wrong with me


I keep my curtains closed

And my door is locked

Because I fear something being cocked

But the bat underneath my bed will not stop the words in my head


I look to my friends when something is wrong

And they always sing the exact same song

I send a text and wait for a reply from them telling me not to die

They finally answer back, and what they tell me should give me a heart attack


This is why I have a wall, around me, that cannot fall

They attempt to tear it down trying to make me think I'm safe and sound

All I want to do is say goodnight, and succumb to the bright white light

They see my lifeless body on the cold hard floor, wishing that they had hung out with me more

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