sorry i haven't been updating. stuff's been wild and i won't lie, i forgot about this.
i made new friends online a week ago, some just a couple days ago but we talk daily in groups we have made. they seem to enjoy my company, and say that i shouldn't leave when i say good bye. it makes me feel wanted and dare i say, i have developed a squish on one of them.
can't specify, shit that doesn't look like a word. why am i smiling though? fuck i'm stuck feeling happy when i think of them. though they aren't as close as me and another friend i met after them, but i really like their company.
nai, if you find this,, this is alfie speaking owO.
though i doubt she will, she's the funniest person in my life right now and i really want to meet her. even if she is very oblivious to how i feel about her, sadly. and i'm wayyyy too shy to even explain what that is. oof.
i have to get to next period. bye.
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Randomi'll update at school most of the time because i don't want to do my work. uhh,, don't read unless you want to waste your time learning about someone's life. i have a couple issues so uh,, ye. also john is the best he always cheers me up. oh also tr...
