CHOOSING SIDES

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It hurts me from deep inside,

Knowing you are not by my side,

As days grow by our gap grows wide,

In our love I had grown blind,

I thought we could put our differences aside,

For all the trust we had has broken to pride,

When once in you I used to confide,

In all my problems you were my guide,

Why do you agree to put all that aside?

And by your rules I'd promise to abide?

I wonder what lies you've been fed,

What has made you misled,

When you deeply know my blood for you I'd shed,

In that scorching sun I'd be your shade,

I remember all those moments we shared,

You were my shoulder when scared,

You were the reason I longed for the morning,

But not anymore because all that's left is mourning,

You were the first thing that came to my mind,

Your replacement I couldn't find,

I was anxious of seeing you all the time,

But now being by your side seems like a crime,

My life without you is unexplainable,

Your departure seemed so incredible,

My heart bleeds for your attention,

Your love has always been my no one intention,

My love for you was real,

For your love and affection is all I feel,

If loving you is a crime,

Then i am guilty for you have stolen my heart,

Next to you there was that smiling face I used to wear,

But this long distance is killing me I swear,

I don't know if you still really care,

Because this guilt I can no longer bear,

I no longer gaze at the stars at night,

For you are not next to me to welcome daylight,

I miss you hugging me and holding me so tight,

And smiling at me showcasing your teeth so dazzling white,

Do we really have to keep up with this fight?

Because I cannot resist your sight,

Having you back is my biggest plight,

In this river of differences lets build a bridge,

Tell me when you need me I'd be happy to oblige.

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