After it all Ended

The tears

Last night I was on the verge of tears thinking about you and stuff about us and I was literally about to call you but I knew you were asleep and I didn't want to be annoying and bother you about it. And I knew if I texted you a lot you wouldn't wake up anyways and you wouldn't even know what to say

I cried because I missed you being there for me and I really want that to be again
I know you're there for me now but then it was like... wow there's someone that really cares about me and I can literally call whenever and they'll make sure I'm okay and be with me. Just saying, it was nice having you as a girlfriend. And I loved it.
I loved the little moments we had like when you would just stare at the camera while on  video call and we would just randomly laugh and make it awkward instead of talking to each other we would look at each other.
Heh I miss that. I miss all of it.
Just saying I miss you
I just didn't want to bother you about this again... sorry just letting you know how I feel and what I've been thinking about lately
I thought a lot about that last night and throughout the day today
And I just- can't believe we've changed so much
<3
Just letting you know I think about you everyday and I miss you and I.....
I love you