(DROPPED! NEW SERIES AVAILABLE!) Infidelity ⚠️ 18+ ⚠️

No One Can Help Me, But Myself (short chapter)

"It's the news everyone is talking about, Tatiana, Michael Jackson's co-star in The Way You Make Me Feel music video has kissed him!"

I emotionlessly stare at the news station on the tv in the coffee room of my modeling agency.

The video of Tatiana kissing Michael makes me want to gag.

"We asked the woman herself what was going on when this happened!"

"He looked at me and bit his lip and smiled.. I couldn't help but to kiss him. It wasn't apart of the choreography but it's like he was daring me. I don't regret it at all."

I grit my teeth in anger.

I can't believe what she said. There's no way Michael would do that to me.. not in a trillion years.

I. hate. everything.

Why to people have to sabotage and ruin things.. because of this I don't know whether to trust Michael after seeing the footage or hate Tatiana more. Either way.. he looked happy and flustered after she kissed him. I don't know where I stand with him. I don't know if I want to talk to him. He didn't even bother to check in on me, even after the show.. I was locked in there until the hair dressers came in to clean up their stuff. Which was at 11:36 at night. I would've thought he would've wondered where I was.

Unless it was preplanned.

But I know he wouldn't do that to me.

I don't know who to blame.

My head is a mess.

And I need something to get my head out of this mess. I need something productive to do.

I look around and rummage through my drawers and find a pen and notebook. I'm gonna become more than he'll ever think. I'm gonna write a song. I dim the lights and listen to a mix of Whitney Houston, Diana Ross and Stevie Wonder as I brainstorm lyrics.

"Hm..."

What on earth am I meant to do
In this crowded place there is only you
Was gonna to leave now I have to stay
You have taken my breath away

Yes perfect.. now prechorus.. I hate these because it's so hard to find a good transition.. luckily this situation is crazy enough to come up with something good..

Is the world still spinning around
Oh, I don't feel like coming down

Now the chorus...

I start furiously writing, my feelings coming out on the paper with a flick of the wrist and a swipe of a pen.

It's in your eyes
I can tell what you're thinking
My heart is sinking too
It's no surprise
I've been watching you lately
I want to make it with you.

Perfect.

Luckily I have connections to make this happen. I already have producers to work with from when I used to make music. This is perfect. Absolutely perfect.

I quickly get up and call my manager, telling him my ideas and getting quickly hooked up with a producer.

My appointment is in a half hour so I comfortably go in my pajamas, messy bun and sun glasses Michael gave me at the party so I'm not recognized.

I pass Michael in the Foyer, chatting up a storm with Tatiana. He glances over at me. He KNOWS it's me, but I pay him absolutely no mind, whatsoever and go into my managers car; we leave to the producers building.

This should be fun. Sweet sweet revenge. He will be all over me once this song blows up.

My creativity is flowing and my willingness for revenge grew more..

It grew tenfold.