So this is the elusive part 16 I wasn't even gonna publish because i thought it might be considered bad... but then again why does it matter?
I'm just super sad.
My life is going nowhere.
Nobody reads my stuff or even cares to read it.
I pretend I'm fine.
But if I didn't who would even care?
I want to end my life, but I don't have the balls to do it.
Mostly because I'm a total coward when it comes to everything.
I'm supposed to be the strong friend who is able to handle anything.
I throw away my life anyways, so what's the point?
