Dead Or Alive i love you (tsukkyama)

Zombie Apologist. Chapter 1.

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Yamaguchi had always noticed, every single time he would see tsukishima emotions. He always notice the hidden smile tsukishima would have read he read a certain person text or that person would call him. Even when he acts cold and annoyed around the person he knows he truly feeling happy and joyful. He can always see the love in tsukishima eyes when he with the person or just thinking about them and yet that person wasn't him.

The person who had tsukishima be a love sick puppy was never him, it was always the horrible bed hair cat kuroo. 

Tsukishima was always good at hiding how he really felt but yamaguchi saw it all. How Tsukishima voice would seem kinder and gentle when he talks to kuroo. The way tsukishima acts more caring around kuroo while acting salty to hide it. Tsukishima was good at hiding his true feelings about kuroo just like how good yamaguchi was hiding all his pain and sadness over watching his crush love another. 

Yamaguchi always loved his tsukki but he knew tsukishima would never feel the same so he just stayed being a good friend without saying a word. Yamaguchi was doing so fine at acting around tsukishima and being a good friend well he was until he saw the loving look in tsukishima eyes. It was during camp, at first yamaguchi just thought he was tired and seeing things that night but in the morning it was so clear. Tsukishima really did love kuroo and so yamaguchi kept quite until tsukishima was ready to talk about it. Yamaguchi even stayed away when kuroo head over to them or he notice the two alone. The only problem was why yamaguchi was smiling and laughing like normal he was breaking and dying inside. Each day that past with him faking smiling his heart would shatter more. 

It was clear yamaguchi couldn't be by tsukishima side after the two started to date or even if they stay together after high school. He wanted to stay by tsukishima side but he wont be able to smile or fake smile everyday like he had been doing, so yamaguchi was just going to hold out until the end of high school then go to a far away collage without telling anyone and start a new life. It was the only way he knew he would be able to smile by tsukishima side and not break, yes his plan made him seem weak but he was going to last three years of this. Was it really bad if he left after high school after all most friends leave each other or break apart after high school, so he just be doing it first. 

Since the first training camp tsukishima just fell more in love with kuroo and they would text or call everyday non stop. They would meet up often on the weekends and even some holidays. Yamaguchi was happy to see tsukishima love and care for someone so much but it also hurt to see all that love aim at another. Yamaguchi didnt mind kuroo he was a good guy and a great captain but he couldn't help but feel jealous. 

After a couple of them meeting up with kuroo on weekends yamaguchi stopped joining them, he felt like a third wheel even when kenma came along with them. He just didnt feel he belong or he energy would be empty by the time they got home from all the fake laughs and smiles. Kenma was nice to hang with while kuroo and tsukishima acted in there own world. But even kenma couldn't save yamaguchi from the jealousy or pain from watching his friend fall more in love with another. If yamaguchi remember right kenma was the first to stop coming and joining on the meet ups and after a couple more meets up yamaguchi stopped.

The next three years was going to be hell for yamaguchi and he knew it.

WITH EVERYONE DURING A SMALLER TRAINING CAMP.