Love for Rent

6

I placed my head on his chest and stroked with my hand over it.
His tiny hair on his chest made me chuckle.
"what?", he asked.
"You hair looks so cute hahah", I said laughing.
I heard his heart beat.
"It feels kinda sexy to have your breast on me", he said and I moved back covering them.
"Shawn!"
I covered myself with the blanket.
The blanket was pretty thin because it was summer and it was hot inside the hut. Shawn thought about everything.
I saw something red on the blanket. "Oh... my... god", I whispered.
"What happened?", he asked worried.
"I'm bleeding", I said panicking.
I wanted to stand up but Shawn held me back.
"That's normal... I think... you are no virgin no more, Celine haha", he said. I felt relieved, "I was so scared..."
"Just lay on the other side... there's no blood", he said.
I moved over him next to him and placed my head on his chest again.
I felt his chesthair. It was cute but kind of hot too.
"I love you", I said kissing his hand.
He kissed mine and placed my hand on his chest. "Do you feel my heartbeat? It's all yours. My heart belongs to you.", he said making me melt.
I cuddled with him and we both fell asleep after talking for a while.
In the morning I woke up and couldn't find Shawn laying next to me.
"Shawn?!"
No one replied.
So I just stood up to wear my clothes. Then I saw a dress hanging on the chair.
"Wear me", a piece of paper on it said.
So I wore the white and wide dress.
It felt really comfortable in it. I went outside and got some fresh beach-air.
The sun was shining bright and I smelled something really tasty.
I saw Shawn on the grill doing omelettes for us.
"Good morning", I said hugging him from behind and kissing his back.
I loved hugging him. His body felt so strong and warm.
The wind blew hair into my face. Shawn faced me and saw it, so he moved my hair aside and kissed me. I didn't want that moment to end. I just enjoyed the sun and Shawn's hands on my skin.
He grabbed my butt and I moved back.
"Stop it!", I said laughing.
Then he got a big smirk on his face, left the omelette on the plate and started to run.
I ran away from him but he caught me.
He grabbed me and carried me on his arms.
I heard my phone ring.
I pushed Shawn off me and walked into the hut, where my phone was.
"Hey, Sam", I said.
"While you are enjoying life and not being at home mom's dieing."
I did not answer.
"Hello? Are you still there? Come to hospital!"
I ended the call and my phone fell off my hands.
I screamed as tears ran down my face.
I knelt down on the floor and covered my teary face with my hands.
"Are you okay?", Shawn asked out of breath. He ran to me.
"No... nothing's okay. I shouldn't be there. I should've taken care of my mom... I had to be at home.", I said under my breath.
"What happened? Just tell me", he said kneeling down and holding my shoulders.
I pushed his arms away and stood up.
"Drive me home... now!", I said still crying. "Just calm down. Everything's gonna be okay."
"NOTHING! NOTHING IS OKAY!", I yelled kneeling down again. I just had lost my strength. I was too weak to stand on both of my feet.
Shawn helped me to stand up and guided me to his car.
During the ride to the hospital I blamed myself.
My brother did nothing for our family but I was the one who took cara of everybody. I helped my mother to dress, to eat and to walk. I trusted my brother once.
"I swear to god that I won't trust my brother ever again.", I said.