Changing is hard as hell
What make it hard?
The people around you
Why?
They make u afraid of changing.. They make u feel like .. if you changing there will be no one beside you.. There will be no one can accept your changing..
How about me?
Me as well afraid of changing
I’ve been through so much changing
From this person to this person
At that time.. I realize there is NO ONE can accept me..
So now i live in a lie.. My life is fake.. Bcas i try to meet people expectation..
Everytime i sad.. I try to find someone who can lend their shoulders to me
Everytime i’m happy.. I try to share my happiness
What’s funny.. Everyone accept my happiness that i shared
But not my sadness..
I’m pathetic
And now i dont know who the real me.. What my real ME