Fairy Tale {BTS x Reader}

How Far is this Willing to Go?

One week later~

Somehow but I managed to get them fully adjusted to the "normal" human life in New York City, I had learned good and healthy Korean foods that the guys like, easier than going to eat out everyday. They've done a good job keeping their powers to human standards, life was little more easier.

Even with all the positive changes, they still keep their past and  true powers a secret it was a little nerve wrecking,  maybe I'm prying into something personal but I try and rationalize that it's better I don't know but if their living with me I should know something.

I didn't matter if I wanted to know or not I have a feeling their gonna keep their past locked up for their own safety,

"(Y/n) So what ya' making for lunch?" Jimin asking leaning over the counter, "Oh yeah lunch. I was thinking a sandwich." 

"OOOOOOooooohhhHHH" I heard them say

I chuckled "But I have to go to the deli mart, they have the best meats there." I added, immediately they quiet down, I forgot half of them don't eat meat, "I'll go alone I don't mind." I grabbed my bag when, "I'll go" "me too!" Namjoon and jin yelled, "Okay but stay close it's pretty crowded today." they nodded and we left.

"Umm (y/n) do you think we look a little too obvious?" Namjoon asked a little nervous, "What do you mean" I laughed trying to ease his nerves, "I mean, well there's a lot of people who I assume don't speak Korean, what if they talk to us and I don't meet human standards?!" Nam asked on the verge of a panic attack.

"Namjoon, you and everyone have been doing very well for the past week," we made to the ordering counter, "two dozen slices please." I asked the man who went to the back, "people love how polite you are, you're being a very admirable leader for them," the man came back with meat and began to slice the meat, "Just be your good 'ol self Namjoon-" they were both gone from sight.

Namjoon's POV

I stared at the piece of meat being slowly sliced, as scared as I was I couldn't look away. But as flashes of my suppressed memories surfaced, I could feel a cold chill run up my spine and started poring sweat.

This feeling was horrible, I, I needed get out of this place, "Namjoon?" Jin asked softly, without saying anything I bolted out the store and to the inside of a back ally.

I leaned against the wall, panting. I slid down the wall as my legs felt like they were disappearing. My heavy panting had calmed down, but my emotions were swelling, I pulled my knees to my chest and held them close, I dropped my head and before I knew it I felt a tear run down my cheek.

No, this isn't right. I never cry, not even when I saw - 

So why now?!

I was crying uncontrollably at this point.

I had finally stopped and calmed myself down, 

"So you finally let it out."

It was jin, I whipped the tears, 

"I never cry." I sniffed

Jin chuckled "Yes you do, you cry only to yourself, but I can tell when you do,"