unexpected ; yeonbin

thirteen

yeonjun made his way to the male restrooms by the science department. barging in to find it empty, except for one stall being closed. 

"soobin?" he questioned quietly. yeonjun stood, knocking gently on the door. "soobin are you in there, love?"

soft sniffles were heard, a sob nearly breaking between soobin's lips on the other side of the door. 

"soobin, unlock the door, please." yeonjun spoke, fairly sternly, yet his voice filled with concern. 

soobin didn't hesitate to unlock the door, immediately being embraced in yeonjun's arms.

"h-hyung, they know." he sobbed in the older boys chest. 

"oh baby, it's okay, please. everything is going to be okay." 

"no it won't be hyung!" soobin finally snapped. "it's not going to be okay hyung. because now they all know i'm a freak. minsun fucking told the whole campus on her stupid twitter and im just sick! when will it all just fucking end! when will my life just end!"

yeonjun's heart shattered at soobin's words, pulling him in for a hug, only to get shoved away. "just stop pretending hyung! you're only with me because you fucking pity me." soobin was about to walk out of the restroom when yeonjun grabbed his left arm.

"soobin listen to me-"

"g-get off me, hyung." yeonjun held his grip, more tears falling from soobin's eyes. "it h-hurts, hyung! stop!" he cried. 

yeonjun gently removed his hand from soobin's arm, suspicion raised as to why it had hurt so much. the older boy clenched his jaw as he quickly rolled up the sleeve finding numerous wounds along soobin's arm, blood dampening the inside of his hoodie sleeve.

"fuck, soobin. why? why would you do this to yourself?!" yeonjun raised his voice slightly, tears falling from his own face. "do you not realise how much i fucking love you? do you? i was absolutely heart broken when you broke up with me those months ago. i was fucking devastated. and you're just going to act out and say i'm pretending?"

"hyung-"

"no, soobin. shut up and listen to me. you are so fucking strong, and you're going to ignore anyone who says shit about you or your situation, because you are so much better than them. stop putting yourself down. it is common for people to feel like this, and i'm so sure there are many other students here that are going through similar stuff, okay?" yeonjun sighed slightly, pulling soobin closer. "please, love. understand that i love you and care for you more than i love myself. and i want you to move back in with me."

"hyung..." soobin broke down into tears again. "i d-don't wanna b-burden you. i love you s-so fucking m-much. and i'm s-sorry for everything."

"soobin, love. i just want to be by your side every single day. i wanna be your cure. please just let me in, and let me be there for you." 

soobin nodded before burying his face further into yeonjun's chest, hands grasping tightly at his shirt. 

the older wiped his few tears as he waited for the younger to calm down. when his sobs reduced to sniffles, yeonjun pulled away. "let me clean you up, sweetheart." he spoke before grabbing a handful of tissue and dampening it. he broke it so that he cleaned soobin's tear stained face with one half, and the fresh cuts on his arm with the other. 

"t-thank you, junnie." soobin mumbled, wiping another stray tear with his free arm. 

"no, thank you, binnie. thank you for coming back to me."