I woke up and looked at the calender in my room,it said December 4th "oh well this is great I can't tell anyone".I said to myself with a tired look Jill was still in bed asleep she looked so cute I smiled when I looked back at her.I then sat on the side of the bed with my face in my hands.in about 1 minute Jill woke up to see me on the edge of the bed in tears."what's wrong baby"?she asked with a concerned voice I said"its my birthday". She smiled in surprise "oh great I've been waiting to give u my present for so long"!she said with a sqweal I said"no I don't want to have any communications with anyone today,not even you baby I just need to be alone".I said as I walked out of my room leaving Jill in my bed about to cry.I walked down to the front door and was about to open it when slender stopped me"where are you off to"?he asked I said "out into the woods don't follow me". He nodded and I left and went into the woods with a pocket knife and my cleaver but without my hoodie.when I reached a tree in a clearing I claimed to the largest branch on the tree and sat there all day thinking,thinking about my past why all that happened five years? Why why why? I asked myself over and over again slowly taking the pocket knife blade to my wrist.
When the sun was about to go down I carved into the tree"the clan of love may never die but the love in the clan will fade one day".I sat by the tree and cried because those were the exact same words my dad told me before he left me and my bro with our mom I've havent seen him ever scence.I walked back to the mansion and everyone was at the door waiting for me with a birthday cake."surprise"!everyone said holding out the cake.they looked at me with tears running down my face"chad are you alright" Jana said as she put her hand on my shoulder "don't touch me leave me alone"!I yelled and ran to my bathroom with my pocket knife in my hand I began to cut myself once again. Why why why why why why why why,why am I like this what did I do to deserve this I said to myself softly with tears running down my face as I looked into the miror.I punched the glass out after 3 minutes of looking at myself."your an ugly phycopath just accept it and live with it". I told myself,I nodded and walked into my room and laid down on my bed I didn't come out for the rest of that day or night I just went to sleep.when I fell asleep I saw my dad again zalgo.I asked him why,why did he leave me with my mom and my brother?"
He said"because son I wanted you to have a normal life like everyone else". I told him I never wanted a normal life and that he should just leave me alone forever.he said yes son whatever you desire,he sent me back and I woke up to see Jill in my bed with her arms around me asleep at 12:37am it was late so I decided to stay up and think about m past once more and when I stopped I fell asleep.
