<VOCALOID> Book of Songs [English]

Lost One's Weeping [JubyPhonic]

WARNING
Deep meanings (Depression, etc)
Read at your own risk

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Feel it cutting into me
That doubting, painful knife
Feel it deepening the rift
Finally hit just right

Couldn't take the love I had
So weak and burning low
But it grew into a weapon only hurting me
This I know

Is nonfiction

So good with numbers
Science, Math, I like
But I'm terrible at English
So I despise

This part of me that wants
A simple right or wrong
But I feel that everything I choose
Will always be false

And today
This homework
About me
A blank sheet

Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now live

Till I think
Why are we
Just sometimes
No, always

Saying how we're sad and
Saying how we're lonely?

Can you even read the blackboard
Written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind?
See that kid's lost fantasy?

Can you even find the one
Who dyed his red heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question
With your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope
From hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right
Saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now!

Counting days like numbers
They all pass their prime
And again hypnotically
Swimming through time

Behind the powers
And guards I put up
I hide
Knowing they had long died

From problems
My resolve
Just can't solve
That homework

Accomplished
Content with
This life I will now leave

Till I think
And he speaks
That demon inside us

Saying "let me just leave"
Saying "someone kill me"

Can you even read the blackboard
Written clear as can be?
Can you even read his mind?
See that kid's lost fantasy

Can you even find the one
Who dyed his read heart to black?
Hey, who could it be?
Hey, someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question
With your abacus yet?
Can you even stop the rope
From hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right
Saying we're okay this way?
Hey, just tell me how.
Hey, just tell me how!

Can you even solve the formula
Of area now!?
Can you even scream the dreams
You swore would never go out!?

Who was the one who let my hopes
Just curl up and die!?
Hey, who could it be??
No, it's gotta be..

Just open up your eyes!
Why won't you grow up and see!?
But what the hell is growing up!?
And tell me when will I be!

Can a single person out there
Just explain it to me??
Hey, just tell me how
It's not like I care now!