<VOCALOID> Book of Songs [English]

Self-Inflicted Achromatic [JubyPhonic]

WARNING
Deep meanings (Depression, etc)
Read at your own risk

Also happy World Suicide Prevention Day<3

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I wanna be like you
I wanna say that I can

I wanna be the person
That you think that I am

But even if I had it all come true like a dream
Is the person I came to be the really real me?

So young and simple wishing
Like things would come true

Now as I am, I understand
It's best I die
And soon

Just by living, I'm hurting them another day
Hundreds cry, alI do is ruin everything

Nobody wanted me
No one there to need
If only I could live in that kind of world I dreamed

Just by leaving, I'm helping them another day
Hundreds smile, all they do is laugh at everything

Nobody there scream
No one needing me but see
Things like that would never happen for me

Day after day
I found my way sleep walking through

Like this I'll fade without a trace
It's for the best I do

Just by living, I'm nothing for another day
Hundred lives, never knowing me or anything

Nobody wanted me
No one there to need
Why would I wanna live in that kind of world I see?

Just by leaving, I'm no one for another day
Hundred lives, never changing them or anything

Nobody there to scream
No one being mean to me
Ahh! Could I have it all back in one piece?

In the end
We'll fall to the ground again
Over and over and never get up

In the end
The person they made in me
Breaking and breaking and never wake up

In the end
We're moving it all again
Over and over and never wake up

Just by living
I'm bringing you another day
Why just for me can you smile after everything?

In the end
The smile that you gave to me
Right when I wanted to give it all up

And I really wish that I didn't
And all of times I tried just to say goodbye

Just by living, I'm no one for another day
Hundred lives, never changing them or anything

Somebody here to scream
Some one here is stopping me
Why can't I laugh it off the way that I dreamed?