Me and polina laughed as we read my 4th and 5th grade journal talking about a fake fantasy world where me and polina dated. Truth is, I liked her way back in 4th and 5th grade and I made it a fantasy where we dated. It wasn't a very nice feeling it wasn't real but I still wrote it in a journal. Me and polina are actually best friends now, and we hang out more often than ever. Ever since we became friends my life has been great again, and I can't lie and tell you I don't think about it but... every morning I wake up to see one person.