𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 | 𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐀

VEINTE-CINCO

I laid on my bed with my airpods
in, listening to 'Listen Before I Go'
by Billie Eilish. I heard a few harsh
knocks on my bedroom door, but I
just ignored them like I did the rest.

I was ignoring the knocks until I
heard her voice .. I nearly shot out
of bee when I heard her raspy voice
"Jo, baby its me Sai, please open
the door". I got up and trudged
towards the door, unlocking it
and turning the nob gently so I
could crack it to make sure it was
just her by herself.

She stood there with a slight smile
on her face, holding a bag of In N Out
as well as a strawberry milkshake.
Once I opened the door fully, she
walked in and I locked the door behind
us so no one else would try to come in.

She proceeded to set the food on my
side table, before sitting on the edge of
my bed. I sat where I once laid and
sucked in a deep breath, waiting to hear
what she had to say. Saiyr let out a
short sigh of breath before saying "Look
baby girl, I really care about you and love
you. I know what Nick did was wrong but
I truly believe you two were meant to be
together. There's just a spark between
you two that we don't have. I-I'm sorry
Jo but I think we need to break up".

Before I could even try to rebuttal, she
pressed her soft plump lips against my
forehead then walked out of my bedroom.
My throat felt so dry, like I had just
swallowed a whole container of cotton
balls. I couldn't begin to process everything
that had just took place ... so what did I do?
I sat hunched over and began to cry my
eyes out, more than I just did a few hours
ago.

Mani took this as an opportunity to enter
my room, since Saiyr didn't shut the door
completely. She sat next to me and just
held my fragile balled up body, in her arms.
I felt as though I couldn't control it; the
salty tears just kept falling harder and
harder down my face, staining my
cheeks.