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James and Jamie went home

Jack and Alicia went on a picnic

And melody went to pick Ethan up from the hospital

It was me and Emma

I looked at Emma's lips and back at her eyes before crashing my lips into hers

She kissed back

We stopped kissing when we hear the door slam shut and something fall on the floor

We didn't hear anyone walk in

And Ethan has just been cheated on

Shit

Ethan

I got out of the car with my new pills in my hands

I shut the car door

Melody opens the front door she walks straight in I walk in and I see Emma and Grayson kissing

I drop my pills and run out the house slamming the door behind me

Out of all people

Grayson

She would cheat on me with Grayson

And Grayson

How can he do that to me

I was running to my spot

When I stopped running to walk

I begin to approach the meadow where I saw jack once

I see jack

And jack sees me

"Ethan!"

I look up with tears running down my face

"Dude come here what happened"

"Em-em-Emma cheated on m-me"

"With who?"

"G-Grayson"

At this point my cheeks were stained

"I uh got to go"

I run back I go to a craft shop.

I got 9 plain envelopes and 9 pieces of lined paper

I walk back jack and Alicia had left

I get to my safe place

I start to write
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If you get one of these I'd like to thank you for everything you have done for me and no this is not a suicide letter it's a goodbye letter

To Mrs Waters,

To Mrs waters id like to thank you for literally everything taking me in and looking after me knowing my situation making me feel safe and comfortable living in your house it was a blessing knowing you were there for me but sadly I can't deal with everything right now so I need to leave for a while I might be back but I may not have fun in New Jersey living with jack and melody I know they will be good people thank you
~Ethan
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I slid it into the envelope 1 down 8 to go

I need to go

I need to leave

I can't stay here

I need to go

It's toxic

Living somewhere else

Will be good for me

Scary

But good

I'm 15 and running away to...

Where am I going?

Maybe Colorado

Or Ohio

Or maybe Kansas

No Arkansas

What about vegas

No stupid idea

Hollywood?

Florida?

Nah I won't fit in there

What about a city?

New York

No too close to home

California

Los Angeles

I'm going to Los Angeles bitches

I know where I'm going

I've got the money I've saved

I can get there

I can get an apartment

I will live alone

I will do online school

Bye New Jersey

Hello Los Angeles

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