The chatter in the dining room was loud as everyone enjoyed their food. Liam's hand was placed on my thigh as we talked with Louis and Hannah about their plans of starting a family soon.
"The practice is so solid right now. I think it's a good time to have a couple kiddos." Louis grinned, looking over at Hannah. "What about you guys? 5 years and no plan for kids?"
"Actually, I'd lov-" I was cut off by Liam's hand tightening on my thigh.
"I don't know. I think we're just enjoying life right now." Liam said taking a sip of his scotch. "We've got time for a family later if we decide."
I felt my stomach sink. I'd tried to bring this conversation up many times but it always ended like this. Liam knew how much I wanted kids but he said it would be inconvenient to have a kid. Our lives are too 'hectic'. By ours he means his.
I felt a pair of eyes burning into me and looked down the long table to see Harry looking at me. A slow smirk traveled across his face as he watched me get flustered.
What was happening with me? I needed to pull it together. I've seen plenty of hot guys in my time but none have had such a... weird... effect on me. I felt myself getting flustered and shy.
"Well, you two will be great god parents to our babies for the time being." Hannah laughed to try and lighten the mood. I looked away from Harry back to them and joined in on another conversation about vacations for the summer.
"I was thinking about going to Greece this summer. It's lovely and Zoe has never been before." Liam said, glancing over at me. I gave him a soft smile as I tried to get myself in a better mood.
I couldn't help but feel distant from Liam tonight.
"Sounds incredible." I smiled, leaning over to kiss him on the cheek. "I'm going to run to the ladies room. I'll be right back." I picked up the napkin from my lap and placed it on the table before excusing myself.
I needed to get some air and collect my thoughts. I felt so strange. Normally these types of dinners were so routine for me. I came, drank, chit chatted and went home. But tonight, tonight was different. Something felt off with me and I couldn't figure out what it was.
I pushed the bathroom door open and walked over to the sink. I let out a deep breath as I fixed up my hair and make up. "Get yourself together, Zoe." I mumbled to myself wiping my lipstick up a bit.
I heard the door open and stood up straight pretending like I wasn't just talking to myself. I ran my hands down my dress one last time before deciding to head back the table.
I turned to leave and saw a surprising figure standing in the doorway. "Uh, what are you doing in here?" I stammered, my voice catching in my throat.
"You looked a bit worried. Wanted to see if you were okay." He spoke, his voice raspy. I watched as he walked over to me, standing just a couple feet away. "Are you okay, Mrs.Payne?"
"Uh, yes. Yes. I'm alright. I don't think you should be in here." I said trying to compose myself.
"I'm sorry. It's just, your so beautiful, I couldn't help myself from looking at you all night." He said, his voice calm and steady. He slowly walked over to me as I backed up further until my back hit the wall. "Does Mr.Payne take care of a beautiful woman like you properly?" He questioned, a wave of mint hitting my face. Of course he had good breath. Is there anything wrong with him?
"Yes. Of course. He's a great man. I should actually be getting back to him." I said standing up straight and trying to push past him. He stopped me by putting his hands on either side of my head.
"I know he buys you nice things and pays for you to look the way you do. I meant does he take care of all of you?" His voice was low as it vibrated against me. I felt a ball of fire forming in my stomach at this exchange.
I let out a laugh of discomfort. "You're a very nice man and I thank you for your compliments but I should really be getting back to my husband."
"Are you bored? Is this trophy wife life becoming mundane?" Harry questioned and I looked away from his intense gaze. "I can tell you aren't like those other women. They're all the same but not you. You want more." His breath was hot against my neck as he whispered in my ear.
I felt a lump form in my throat as my body tensed. "I-, I need to g-" I stammered as his hand came to grip my hip, pushing my back against the wall.
"I can give you more." His voice sent chills down my spine as his teeth nipped at my neck. I let out a gasp as his lips connected with the area.
"H-Harry, I really should go." I stammered, trying to collect myself.
"Sh." He grabbed my chin in his hand and pulled my lips to his. The kiss was warm and sent a wave of intense chills through my body. My mind felt as if it was going numb.
His hand left my hip and trailed up to my breast giving it a rough squeeze. I let out an involuntary gasp as he shuffled me into the larger bathroom stall. My head was spinning as he kissed me, his lips trailing down my neck to my collarbone to the cleavage that was showing from my dress.
"Harry, I can't do this. I'm married." I huffed, my hands pushing against his chest. Even then I couldn't stop thinking about how good his chest felt against my hands. "If my husband finds o-"
"He won't." He breathed, grabbing the hem at the bottom of my dress and pulling it up. I shivered as the cold bathroom air hit against the inside of my bare thighs.
What was happening? I was in the bathroom making out with some stranger I just met while my husband was sat in the next room over. I felt a wave of anxiety rush over me but I couldn't ignore the thrill I felt with it.
My body seemed to melt into Harry's as his hands found their way into my underwear. I took in a sharp breath as I felt him insert a finger into me. "You're so wet." He whispered, kissing just under my ear. "Turn around." He removed his hand from me and grabbed my hips to spin me around. "Hold onto that bar."
I reached out in front of me to grab the bar that was bolted to the wall. I heard the faint sound of a zipper coming undone before he pulled my underwear to the side. A moment later I felt him push against me, slowly easing into me.
I let out a gasp as he fully pushed himself inside me. "Fuck, you feel good." He groaned, his hands on both of my hips.
My head dropped down as he began to thrust in and out of me.
Every voice of logic had left my head. I didn't care about Liam or this dinner or if someone walked in right now. This felt like nothing I had ever experienced before.
"You like that?" He moaned into my ear, grabbing my hips tighter.
"Y-yes, fuck." I moaned, leaning onto the bar. Small moans left my lips as Harry's thrusts got rougher and faster.
"Tell me how good my dick feels inside of you." He grunted, his hand leaving my hip to grab my hair. Liam was never rough like this with me and it was something I hadn't realized I wanted until this moment.
"Fuck, your dick feels so good. P-please." I whined, his grasp on my hair tightening. The pain mixed with pleasure was electrifying and I could feel myself coming close to climax.
"You want to cum?" He said, his teeth nipping at my ear lobe. I squeezed my eyes together and nodded my head. I couldn't even speak right now. "C'mon then. Come for me, Mrs.Payne."
I felt the fire in me erupt as a string of moans left my red stained lips. "Fuck." I let out a deep breath as Harry pulled out of me, zipping up his pants.
As I went to fix my dress I heard the bathroom door open. "Zoe, you in here?" Hannah's voice echoed through the bathroom.
I looked at Harry with pure panic across my face but he looked completely calm. Not only calm but amused. A small smirk crawled across his sweaty face.
'What are you going to do?' He mouthed as he leaned up against the wall.
That's a good question. What the hell was I going to do?
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The Affair
FanfictionSecrets, secrets are no fun. Secrets, secrets hurt someone. Zoe finds herself doing things she never thought she would do and as things get hectic the secrets are harder to keep and the lies are harder to remember. ***Mature Content: Sexual languag...