he can't be moved | wenga ✔

five

To My World Yoongi,

How are you, babe? I hope you are doing fine. It is so old fashion writing letters on this modern world, doesn't it? I have so many things I want to say to you. I have so many things I still want to do with you.Only if you know.

First of all, I just wanted to say thank you for always putting me first before anything else, even before yourself. Thank you for giving me happiness that I would keep and cherish for the rest of my life. Thank you for always being there telling me I can do it when I always doubt myself. Thank you for letting me feel so important and giving me all the love and care from this beautiful world. Thank you for always making me win whenever we fight. Thank you for always agreeing with me even if sometimes you disagree, well mostly you do. Thank you for always being patient with my mood swings especially when it's that time of the month which is the worse for you but you would just smile and get everything I crave for. Thank you for always supporting me in whatever I do. Thank you for loving me so much that I don't think I deserve all of it.

Secondly, I want to say sorry. I'm so sorry for leaving you hanging. I'm so sorry for leaving you broken. I'm so sorry for not telling you the truth about my condition. I just thought maybe that way it would hurt less. You'd hurt less without knowing. But when I gave it a second thought just like what Irene told me, I realised that you would be more than heart broken when you find out the truth and I can't bare to imagine when that happens. I have such a little time left in this world yet I was so selfish to left you all alone. I'm so sorry if I cannot fulfill our plans on having our future family. I'm so sorry for not being there by your side to grow old with you. I wanted to spend my whole life with you, so bad but it seems that it won't happen, not even with a tiny chance.

Yoongi, ever since I met you my life changed. I started seeing the positive and happy sides of this beautiful life. As cliché as it sounds, you gave colours to my black and white world. You painted it with your own colours and owned it. My world is yours, Yoongi. Only yours. I remember the very first time we met. You were hanging around with your friends as I was with my newly found friends, I was a transferee who don't know anyone and those friends were Irene, Seulgi, Joy and Yeri who first approached me and asked to be friends. I was so lucky to have met them and to have met your group of friends as well.

When they said they were going to the library and started getting up from the seat, we were walking when my field of vision turns to your group's direction. Then I saw Hoseok smiling and looking at me, not even seconds after that, I felt someone piercing a glare at my direction and then I saw you. Glaring at me with your cold and sharp eyes. I didn't mind, I smiled towards you instead then I saw how flinched and froze after. Then after that, you started following me. You started annoying me and starts bothering the heck out of me because one of your friend, Jin, told me that's how you act when you like someone. I found it cute, behind those icy cold sharp eyes lies a really sweet, caring and soft Min Yoongi, I came to know. Three months later, you asked me to go out with you, and I said yes right away.

The moment I said yes, I'd never think I'd regret it. And I never did. If I was given a second life, I would still choose you, Yoongi. Without any second thoughts or whatsoever. I'd choose you in a split of milliseconds. I would choose you over and over again because you give me so much happiness I wouldn't trade for anything else. I would still want you.

You are and will always be my happiness and my whole world.

I love you with all my heart and soul.

I love you with all my life.

I love you, my Min Yoongi.

I'll be going first.

Take care.

Until we meet again, my love.

From the girl who thanked the heavens

a million times for having you

be born into this world,

Wendy 💙

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"Hey babe." I weakly looked up to the shining moonlight in the darkness.

"The moon is so beautiful tonight." I smiled seeing how the moon shines so brightly up in the sky. I have never looked up to the sky for such a long time.

"Babe, If you can't come to me. I'll go to you instead." I looked at the shining sky for a while, smiling.

I'll be there quickly.

We'll be together with each other again.

Wait for me, babe.

THE END

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There will be an epilogue which is a flashback of how they really met with more details. I won't add anything with the chapters above because I want to leave the story like this. Thank you so much for reading. Goodbye

Love,
Eliza💜