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four

long chapter ahead.

YOONGI

I woke up feeling rather empty with no appetite whatsoever. I stared at my ceiling for as long as possible with so many thoughts going through my head.

Days past after seeing Wendy's resting place. The boys didn't bothered with me because they know what I'm feeling right now.

I got up and decided to go to our tree house. I just want to be alone.

When I arrived, I saw sign hanging by the small branch sticking out. I looked over to the abandoned house as well and it also has a sign hanging.

⚠️ For demolition. ⚠️

Here stands our

Future Hotel Amira.

This is the only place where every part of her remains. Our only place. How could you take this away from me too? What did I ever do wrong to deserve this? I just loved a person. Is that a sin?

I don't have any energy left in me. Everything seems to be sucked out from just me breathing. I climbed up to the tree house and sat there looking over to the beautiful view we used to appreciate together. I can't seem to do that now. It only makes my heart hurts.

I hang my head low and couldn't help myself from sobbing.

"I miss you so bad, babe." I softly whispered to the air hoping it will be delivered to the right person.

For the past four years, I stayed here so for when you comes back you'll see me here. You will see me here waiting for you. For the past four years, I hoped and prayed that one of those days you'll greet me back with your beautiful smile and say "I'm back". For the past four years, I hoped for your feelings to never change. I hoped for you to still love me. For the past four years, I prayed for every single minute to return everything back to when we we're together.

My father did not left any scars when he left us but when you did, I was left alone with a big hole in my heart.

No matter how much I tell myself to stop waiting, I couldn't, I couldn't let myself to do that. I hated myself for thinking that way. Because at the end, I know you'll come back to me with your big warm hugs.

But now, I won't be able to feel you anymore. I won't be able to see you anymore. I wish you had taken me with you so you are not alone up there.

I reached for the envelope Irene gave me, I stared at it for a good seconds. I can't read this yet. I don't think I can, when all I could picture in my head was you trying to write this letter for me.

I stayed on the tree house crying all over again. By the time I decided to go home it was already dark.

But before I could fully reach home, that's when I decided to ask Irene what really happened. I made my car u-turned and started driving to Irene's home.

After a while, I reached Irene's house. I parked my car and I walked towards the door and knocked.

"Who is it?" I heard on the other side of the door with the sound of lock being unlocked.

When Irene opened the door, she saw me standing there as if she's been waiting for me to arrive.

"Tell me everything." I simply asked her and she nodded in response.

"Come in." She invited me in.

FLASHBACK

IRENE