Y/N POV
She was sitting there all alone
Without a single worry on her mind
I could tell she craved for attention
I could tell she wanted to be loved
I could tell she wasn't being loved
This sudden spark sparked inside of me
As weird as it may sound; I felt her
I felt as if I needed to know her
In this crowded yet so empty room; I felt her
I craved her under my skin or on top of my skin
It was a weird sensation in the pit of my stomach.
I wanted to consume her scent
She looked as if she smelled of strawberries
She was extraordinarily beautiful
I wanted to give her that attention she craved
That affection she needed
But I didn't know how
How do you go up to a stranger and say that you wanna know them on a personal level,
I had no reason
I just felt it in my soul
I knew we were soulmates
But what did she know
She didn't even know I existed
I was staring at her from afar
She couldn't see me
But I could see her
Something ignited inside of me as I kept staring at her
I wanted to go up and talk to her
I wanted to ask how her day was
How are you feeling
How was your day
Are you happy
Are you sad
Do you feel loved
Do you want to be loved
These oh so simple questions
Hold so much to them
How could I?
I had no reason to be this obsessed over a stranger I just so happen to see at a club
Filled with sweaty bodies looking for intimacy with another human being
Intimacy
the only thing that makes us feel important and needed in this world
When you have no family
When you have no friends
When you have no money
When you have no home
The only thing you are craving is attention from a another human
To keep you sane
You want to feel warm
That warmth in your belly
So you seek for intimacy
I couldn't say that I wanted to feel that intimacy with her
Yes, she was an attractive woman
But that is not the reason for my new obsession
The reason behind my new obsession is because when I entered this room; I felt her
No one else in this club made me feel the way she did
It was as if there was a light shining only on her
But only I could see that light
It was crazy
I was crazy
I was crazy for feeling like I was in love by just looking at someone for the first time
Love at first sight
Is what I thought
How stupid can I be?
Do I really believe in that
Life isn't a movie it's real shit
It's obviously real shit
This is not the Titanic
You can't fall in love in one day
Especially not just by staring at them
You gotta know them
Meet them
Learn about them
Get to know them
Not just stare
I was crazy crazy for being crazy about this girl
I have been staring at her for almost twenty minutes and she hasn't realized it
She's just sitting there sipping on her alcoholic beverage
Without a care in the world
Without a worry on her mind
With all the time in the world
Sad
Upset
Depressed
Stressed
Is the vibe she gave off
Yet I am so intrigued by her
I don't know why
Trust me
I don't fucking know why
And this bullshit has to stop now
Immediately
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A/N
I don't fucking know what this is :/
but oh whale
