I didn't give a single fuck. I walked up to her. I was gonna talk to her. I was gonna get to know her. I was determined and I wasn't sure for what but I knew I was.
She was still just sitting there drinking her alcoholic beverage through a really thin straw with her beautiful plump lips that seemed so soft.
Okay that was weird. I admit.
I walked up to her and sat next to the empty chair beside her. My heart thumping in a way I couldn't explain.
The bartender saw me and came up to me.
"What type of drink?" A man in his late twenties with a hitler-looking mustache asked me.
"Doesn't matter," I replied while smiling at him.
At this point the girl was observing our interaction. She was just staring at me while I ordered my drink.
I saw the bartender mix some alcoholic drinks and pour it in a cup. I took it because why not. I was here to get wasted anyways.
I drank from the cup and it was something very strong that I didn't know what it was but I still drank, because I liked the sensation it gave me inside.
She kept staring at me while I drank from the cup. Her stare was already putting me in the mood and that was definitely not a good thing.
I decided to acknowledge her and actually talk to her.
"You're alone?" I turned to her all of a sudden and asked her. This time I was extremely close to her and I could now see her every facial feature. From her big brown cat like eyes to her soft lips that looked so fucking kissable. She was beautiful and I was crazy about her. She was adorable and sexy at the same time; I had no idea that was possible?
"So are you," she replied with the most soothing, angelic, cutest voice ever. Her voice gave me chills and I swear I was about to throw up in that moment. A million butterflies swarmed in my stomach.
She didn't even turn around to look at me. She kept staring down at her drink when she said that. She gave me these bad girl vibes and it was not helping the situation. I literally can not control my body at this moment. She's irresistible.
"True." I said nervous because of her presence. which is extremely weird because I'm usually chill and charming around people.
There was this awkward silence. She didn't say anything and I wanted to say something but I didn't know what. I was nervous as fuck. My hands were sweating and I swear I was having an anxiety attack. Who the fuck is this girl? And why is she making me feel this way?
"So you come here often?" The most basic question ever but I couldn't think of anything else.
She rolled her eyes and took a sip from her drink. She turned to finally stare at me right in the eyes.
I choked on my own saliva. No words were coming out of my mouth.
My heart stopped. I swear. I couldn't hear anything else but the beating of my heart. Her eyes were so beautiful, I just wanted to stare into them forever.
"I'm here alone for a reason. Okay? I don't come here to socialize and make new friends. Otherwise I'd be here with friends. But I'm not, because I want to be alone. Which is why I'm alone." She suddenly expressed herself in a very rude and aggravated tone.
I was kind of embarrassed for bothering her but I wasn't even paying that much attention to her words, but more so to her facial features and the way her lips moved every time a word came out of her mouth. I was more intrigued after she revealed how she felt. Fuck. I needed to know her. I need to know why she wants to be alone. I have to know everything about her. I was so obsessed with her.
