They already said they liked each other and started dating.
you know when you're just starting out in a relationship when you're young and haven't done anything like that before so it's awkward a little bit?
well this is some of that and some smut...
Yes the cover for this chapter is tsubasa chronicle has nothing to do with this chapter I just didn't wanna leave it blank, it's my screensaver, I don't own any rights to it sadly *cries* anyways continuing to the story.
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Hinata pov
I overheard some girls in my class today about hand holding with your boyfriend is important. Apparently a girl from another school got dumped and her boyfriend had said something along the lines of
' if you're not willing to share that level of intamacy yet you must not really love me'
Kageyama hasn't shown any concern what so ever when I comes to intimate touching and not just regular teammate touching like high fives and headlocks. But neither have I for that matter so does this mean I should be worried or not?!
I'm so confused and it's so emabarrassing to think we might break up over a thing neither of us has even brought up. Then again I wonder if because neither of us has felt the need or worry about this will be the reason we break up...
How do you even ask another guy to hold your hand?!
"UGGHH!!!"
I slam my head on my desk in defeat and toment.
Wait..
I'm thinking about holding his hand...
So maybe there actually is hope for us and all I gotta do is man up and we won't have to break up!
As soon as the last class bell rings signaling the end of the day I stand up with a big smile on my face and bolt for the gym to practice volleyball and get some awesome tosses from my boyfriend to get myself pumped for what I'll be asking him after.
Time skip because I suck XD
3rd person pov
It had been warmer during the early morning and until the sun went down now it's so cold you can see your breath.
After locking up Kageyama follows Hinata to get his bike, being the good boyfriend he is. However he notices his little short stack is more fidgety than usual.
'hm wonder what's buggin' him..'
Kageyama wonders before Hinata suddenly stops and whips around to face the raven-haired of then pair, meeting his eyes in an attempt to be forward and hopefully not lose his new by catching Kageyama by suprise and gaining SOME confidence.
"A-a-ah... Well u-um Kageyama you see.."
Hinata tries desperately to get what he wants to say out. Kageyama just staring at him wide-eyed as his short little love stutters over his words in a nervous wreck.
Deciding it may help Hinata get out what he needs to Kageyama closes his eyes, takes a deep calming breath and relaxes his face so he's expressionless but doesn't come off irritated or unapproachable. Again being a kind considerate boyfriend that he is.
Seeing this, Hinata smiled and closed his eyes as well to help himself further get a grip on his emotions before getting it out.
"Are you interested in maybe holding hands... We've been dating almost a month and a half now and I don't want you to leave me over me not giving you what you want.."
Opening their eyes at the same time Hinata looking warily and slightly sad not looking at Kageyama who is suprised. Which it shows if Hinata would look up at him and see his setter boyfriend wide eyed, slack jawed with pink tinted cheeks.
Clearing his throat Kageyama being the flustered soul he was in that moment decides to try and play his embarrassment off with a cool, calm and collected attitude by rebutting Hinata's question back at him.
"Well is that your something insterested in, dumbass who'd break up over something like that only way that's happen is if you tried to come in between me playing volleyball.."
He asked with that signiture Kageyama face. (shown below)
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This completely took Hinata by suprise.
"Well I heard it's important in a relationship to have some type of skin-manship and.. it seems like aside from normal casual touches between just two regular teammates, we don't really interact like.. lover's.."
The word lovers is whispered out and almost unheard if Kageyama hadn't been paying close attention to his boyfriends proclamation.
"I'm not saying this to complain I just don't wanna risk us breaking up or you thinking I don't want to because I don't feel a certain way about you when I actually.. do feel that certain way about you is all."
"Again dumbass, that's the stupidest reason to break up with somebody, besides if neither of us were thinking of it up until you heard somebody else talking about it just means it's not time for that yet"
Hinata's again suprised by Kageyama's words always as if he's attempting to put Hinata at ease.
"But I am thinking about it now, I'm just, it's just, GAAHHH!!! It's so embarrassing!!! I wanna hold your hand but I don't know if you wanna hold mine or how to even do it!!"
Kageyama is beet red at this point, more and more proclamations from his midget boyfriend causing a rise outta him. Then after a couple minutes of silent thought Kageyama comes up with an idea.
"Let's just start walking towards home together for now.. holding hands is a little embarrassing so maybe we can start with holding each other's... fingers? I don't know but it's worth a try maybe."
Kageyama suggests while scratching the back of his head nervously. This idea Sparks something in Hinata and all of a sudden looks pumped with both fists raised in the air as he shouts,
"Alright starting off easy let's do this!"
This makes Kageyama blush again but he tilys his head downwards as he makes a move to start walking home. Gesturing at his boyfriend to follow his a nudge of his head in the direction that leads to the path they've taken many times together, Hinata quickly grabs his bike and starts walking closer than he ever has to Kageyama.
Fingers brush slightly, an electric shock shoots up both the young males spines at the feeling. It feels good.. almost too good for just a slight and brief contact. They nudge their hands towards the others at the same time again in an attempt to try again. With a more diliberate attempt on both parties the next contact was more flush and lasted slightly longer.
Again feeling way too good. Both boys blush and look away from the others general direction as they lace two fingers together touching the back of each other's hands. This makes the boys red faces travel down to their necks and up to their ears quickly realizing holding fingers is just as embarrassing as holding hands.
At this realization they pull away only to come right back together clasping the others palm and slowly lacing Hinata's short thin fingers through Kageyama's much longer but not much thicker fingers. Feeling that same spark on their spines but less embarrassed about the whole thing both boys look forward with sweet smiles on their faces as they continue home.
