the Other Girl(a Backstage Fanfics)

chapter 9

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Vanessa's POV

"The divorce is finalised "the lawyer told both my parent.
This was the first time I am seeing both my parents with each other after mum left and this may also be the last time am ever going to see them together. It's like they don't care about my opinion, they don't seem to care about what will happen to me after they are gone. Mum will probably return to wherever she comes from and dad will be going to Maine. My life will be so hard without them and I won't have anybody to lean my head on again. I felt a hand wiped off the tears that were already formed on my eyes I looked up and saw none other than mum.

I stood up and hug her now letting my sob come out.

"It will be fine Vanessa, it will fine" She kept telling me

"No mum, it's gonna be okay, you and dad are leaving me, what am I supposed to do all by myself mum, I can't live without you and dad" I said to her

"No, Vanessa just because me and your dad are not together again does not mean I won't come and see you, I will come and see you and will call you everytime. She assured me

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I looked around my empty house which was once filled with happiness. Tears rolled down my cheeks and my sob became more clearer and clearer as my cracked voice could be heard all over the house...

I felt angry and broken that my two parents never cared about me, I picked a glass and smashed it on the floor, I look at the kitchen and the memories I shared together with my parent played in front me, I became more angrier and started smashing and throwing things while crying....

"Why, why did they have to leave me like, what is wrong with me that everybody is leaving me..... First Beckett then Carly and now my mum and dad..... Why is this happening to me.... Why" I kept screaming at the top of my lungs and smashing glass on the floor when I accidentally cut myself,I looked at the wound on my hand and noticed it was bleeding real bad..... I stopped crying and looked at my hand

"Mum, I cut my hand..... It's bleeding real bad, come and help me mum..... Dad look am bleeding and mum won't answer me...... Please just come back mum, dad I can't survive without you..... Please" I kept mumbling to myself till I drowsed off...

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I woke up the next morning feeling weak, I looked at my hand and saw the cut was really deep and the bleeding had already stopped, I went to the room took my bath and dressed up my wounds...... I look around the house and saw the damage I already caused

"Vanessa, what have you done" I said looking around surprised at how big the damage is, I actually smiled and looked around the kitchen "mum is going to........ " I realised what I just said and kept quiet.

I looked around and checked the clock..... Omg am late, I rushed out of the house looking back at the disaster.... Getting to school I heard someone calling my name and looked back to see

"Sasha" I smiled hugging him

"How's my favourite prima cap...... " He stopped almost immediately after noticing my wrapped up arm "Vee what happened to your hand" He said with worry on his face

" I mistakenly cut myself while doing the dishes"I lied to him

"You should have been more careful, okay" He said looking at me

"Of course Sasha, I will be careful from now o.... We better get to class" I said to him

We entered the class and my eyes met with Carly and Beckett talking to each other, I tried looking away when Beckett met my eye, he noticed me looking at them and tried to come to me, I quickly snapped out of my thought smiled at him then walk away to look for Sasha....

Class ended and it was time for lunch, Sasha couldn't come because he had to do some work but not after lecturing me on how it's good to eat and made me promise him to eat.... I looked around the cafeteria but I did not feel like eating, it's as if I will throw up if I eat so I left the cafeteria to sit under one of the trees at the back of the cafeteria....... Not long after sitting, I noticed someone sat down beside me I looked up and saw

"Beckett"I said surprised " What are you doing here "

"Just wanted to talk to you"he said looking determined to start a conversation with me

" Okay, what's that" I said...... It was as if have forgotten about what happened between us but I did not forget but have lost every strength in me to argue or talk lately

"Vanessa, I am really sorry about what happened and I hope you can forgive me.... I regretted what happened and I would rectify my mistakes if given the chance" He said pleadingly

"Beckett, it's okayy.... I don't hold any grudges against anybody and even though we might not be able to go back to how we were before, I am glad it's you that's with Carly" I smiled at him..... I don't really want to do this anymore, my life is already broken and I just want to be all alone....

"Thanks Vanessa"

I looked at the time on my phone and noticed lunch is almost over, I stood up to go and Beckett hold me back

"Friends" He said smiling at me

I looked at his hands and then to his face.... "Friends" I extend my hand and withdrew my hand back..... I suddenly started feeling dizzy

"Vanessa are you okayy" Was all I heard before I blacked out......

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