The Tale Of A Broken Soul ~Jelsa~

Chapter 19

                                                 Don't hurt me
Elsa's POV:
              I was just thinking about what Emma said, what if I'm falling for Jack? I can't be, maybe I'm just thinking too much I saw Jack sitting on the couch using his laptop it won't hurt if I check alright.....?

I slowly walked near Jack that I could smell his scent of snow and mint I was so close to him I felt my cheeks heat up and my heart beat fastened my eyes widened and I quickly ran back I placed my hand on my heart.

Maybe I'm thinking too much I decided to do it again I slowly walked up to him that I could smell his scent again I felt the same feeling again my beat fastened and it was so loud that I could hear it easily I quickly ran back afraid that he would hear it.

No no no no no...... It's just in my mind that's all but still I decided to do it again and again when I saw Jack stand up and turn around I stopped in my tracks as I felt blood rushing from my neck to my cheeks.

"What are you doing Elsa?"He asked confused frowning I gulped with my eyes wide I quickly stood straight tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

"I-I-I was just walking by that's all"I lied and began to walk away how did he know? I bit my lip trying to hide my embarrassment.

"Damnit Elsa!"I cursed under my breath running upstairs I sat on the bed and pouted, Why am I getting so confused? I did fell in love before but now I don't know......

It feels just like I used to feel around Tadashi but I don't want to fall in love again because love also brings pain and I think my first love already brought me enough pain, so much that it makes me numb.

I hugged my knees close to my chest placing my chin on my knees and I'm quite sure that this love will also give me pain nothing more nothing less because I'll be falling in love with a person who will never love me.

This thought made tears to trickle down my cheeks I always wanted to make Uncle proud and love me but I know it will never happen I wish I had parents and they could help me and give me advices but I don't even know who they are and how they look like this thought killed me many times it hurts so much.

Tadashi always used to say that I was made to be loved but here everyone makes me think like I'm made to be hated total opposite of love.

I don't wanna fall in love again I should stay away from Jack it would be best I think I heard footsteps coming upstairs without even thinking I rushed to the closet and hid behind some hanging clothes I wiped my tears away I stayed like this for a few seconds when the door of closet opened and I was caught in just a second.

"What are you doing in here?"He asked with his eyebrows arched I blushed, what do I say now? I'm in the closet!!!

"I was taking my clothes out!"I lied grabbing clothes blankly he sighed and rolled his eyes pulling me out by my arm.

"Great! I should change now"I ran inside the bathroom I looked at myself in the mirror my face was so much red ugh! I splashed water on my face and wiped it with the towel I grabbed the clothes that I just brought it was a maroon skirt and black jeans and Jack's boxers Ahhh!! I ran out of the bathroom.

"I-uh accidentally grabbed Skirts and jeans hahaha"I giggled nervously he rolled his eyes crossing his arms over his chest I placed the clothes back in the closet and took out a loose white shirt and blue shorts I went to the bathroom and changed I went downstairs and sat on the couch I'm acting so weird of course he would notice he is probably suspicious now.

I was deep in my thoughts and I could hear footsteps and opening of the door I quickly layed down under the table with my eyes tightly shut I heard Jack calling my name I held my breath when I felt his footsteps near me.