My Three Loves • Taeyong, Ten & Lucas •

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"Often our first is when we are young, in high school even. It's the idealistic love—the one that seems like the fairy tales we read as children.

This is the love that appeals to what we should be doing for society's sake—and probably our families. We enter into it with the belief that this will be our only love and it doesn't matter if it doesn't feel quite right, or if we find ourselves having to swallow down our personal truths to make it work because deep down we believe that this is what love is supposed to be.

Because in this type of love, how others view us is more important than how we actually feel.

It's a love that looks right."

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"The second is supposed to be our hard love—the one that teaches us lessons about who we are and how we often want or need to be loved. This is the kind of love that hurts, whether through lies, pain or manipulation.

We think we are making different choices than our first, but in reality we are still making choices out of the need to learn lessons—but we hang on. Our second love can become a cycle, oftentimes one we keep repeating because we think that somehow the ending will be different than before. Yet, each time we try, it somehow ends worse than before.

Sometimes it's unhealthy, unbalanced or narcissistic even. There may be emotional, mental or even physical abuse or manipulation—most likely there will be high levels of drama. This is exactly what keeps us addicted to this storyline, because it's the emotional roller coaster of extreme highs and lows and like a junkie trying to get a fix, we stick through the lows with the expectation of the high.

With this kind of love, trying to make it work becomes more important than whether it actually should.

It's the love that we wished was right."

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"And the third is the love we never see coming. The one that usually looks all wrong for us and that destroys any lingering ideals we clung to about what love is supposed to be. This is the love that comes so easy it doesn't seem possible. It's the kind where the connection can't be explained and knocks us off our feet because we never planned for it.

This is the love where we come together with someone and it just fits—there aren't any ideal expectations about how each person should be acting, nor is there pressure to become someone other than we are."

( A/N : These are not my writings or definitions of these three loves. Thank you )

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During our lives we meet three people. These three people are special though. Each one of them is a special type of love that we hold close and dear to our hearts.

Some people have more than three loves, but the first three are there for a reason.

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Today is a typical day at Bangtan High. Students are cramming in study time for their upcoming exams in a few weeks.

Everyone's either in classrooms studying, or they're in the library. All teaching has been stopped until after final exams.

It's that important.

Among those students, there was Lee Andrea, and Kang Mickaela. They are two very bright young girls cramming their study time in the library.

"Andrea can you help me with this problem?" Mickaela asked. She slid over in the seat next to her and showed Andrea the problem.

Andrea took ahold of the book and read the problem Mickaela was having trouble with. After she finished reading she sat the book down and started thinking on how to actually solve it.

"Well?" Mickaela asked. "Did you figure it out?"

Andrea shook her head. "Let me ask Hyungwon."

"Wait no d-"

"Hyungwon!" Andrea shouted throughout the library. Hyungwon shot his head up from behind a book and looked over at Andrea and Mickaela. "Yeah over here!" She waved.

Hyungwon sat his book down and walked to where the girls were sitting at. He sat down in between Mickaela and Andrea. "What do you guys need?"

"Take a look at this problem." Andrea said. She pointed to the problem in the book. "And let us know how to solve it." Hyungwon nodded his head and looked over the problem.

Mickaela glared at Andrea and started mouthing curse words.

"What was that?" Andrea said out loud gaining the attention of Hyungwon.

He looked up from the book. "What? I didn't say anything."

"Not you, look at the book." Andrea said. She looked at Mickaela who was narrowing her eyes at her. All Andrea could do was silently laugh.

"So, um did you figure it out?" Mickaela asked.

Hyungwon shook his head. "This is a really hard problem. I think Bobby can figure this one out." Hyungwon was about to call for Bobby when Andrea stopped him.

"It's okay, we will just figure this one out by ourselves. Thank you." She smiled sweetly at Hyungwon.

"No problem." He smiled back. His eyes darted back and forth between Andrea and Mickaela. He so badly wanted to say something to her, but he brushed it off. Instead he went back to his spot on the other side of the library and kept glancing every chance he could.

"He was so going to talk to you." Andrea elbowed Mickaela in her side. "He was just scared."

Mickaela started packing up her things and then she stood up. "You know exactly why I don't want to talk to him." She rolled her eyes and started walking out of the library.

Hyungwon following her with his eyes. He bit his lip nervously.

"Wait Mickaela!" Andrea quickly grabbed her things and followed Mickaela out of the library. "I'm sorry," She said as she was trying to catch her breath. "And man you walk fast."

"It's fine, you just know why I won't talk to him."

Andrea looked down. "I'm sorry, I was ju-"

"-just trying to get something started between Hyungwon and I so that would distract you from Jaehyung and you?"

Andrea looked at Mickaela with her mouth wide open. "H-How d-di-"

"How did I know?" Mickaela asked cutting Andrea off. She shrugged her shoulders. "Because you called me a few nights ago drunk." Mickaela smirked at Andrea and began walking away from her.

Andrea had a confused facial expression until she pulled her phone out of her pocket and checked her call log.

"Aish," Andrea muttered to herself. "I need to stop drinking."

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( a/n )

fair warning yes this is mainly about lucas , taeyong & ten

yes there is going to be ALOT of kpop idols mentioned because were at Bangtan High

but enjoy this chapter yall, let me know how it is