My Three Loves • Taeyong, Ten & Lucas •

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"Mickaela it'll be okay," Hyungwon said as he was caressing her hair. He moved a strand of her hair behind her ear as she cried on his shoulder. "I think Taeyong left so it'll be good for you guys to be separated for awhile."

Mickaela sniffled into his shirt. She doesn't know why she's being so emotional about the whole situation. Maybe it's the fact that she truly has feelings for Taeyong and the fact he put his hands on her crushed her. She didn't see him as that kind of guy.

"Ah Mickaela please stop crying. It'll be okay." Kihyun said as he made his way into the living area of his dorm and sat down in a chair.

"Aish Kihyun why do you have to come in here?" Jooheon asked. "Come back to the room. Leave Hyungwon and Mickaela alone."

Kihyun smacked his lips. "Joohoney we need to be Mickaela's support system. She needs all of us," Kihyun stood up. "So get back in the room and get everyone else."

Jooheon gasped and nodded his head. "Yes sir." He said as he went back in the room to get the others.

Kihyun turned around to face Mickaela and Hyungwon. He smiled widely at them. "Just one second."

Hyungwon snickered at Kihyun while Mickaela wiped her eyes and laughed in her hand. Even though she was sad she could always count on Hyungwon and his roommates to make her laugh. She loved spending time with them.

"Wonho you just took my slippers!" Shownu whined. "I was going to wear those!"

Wonho deviously laughed and came running out of the hallway into the living area where Mickaela, Hyungwon and Kihyun was. Shownu came running after him.

"Catch me if you can." Wonho teased. He began running around the room while Shownu chased him. "Too slow!" He yelled as Shownu came creeping up behind him and almost grabbing him.

Changkyun shook his head. "And they want to call me the maknae of this group." He was last to enter the living area so he sat down on the couch next to Minhyuk and Jooheon. "What's going on Hyungwon?"

Hyungwon shrugged his shoulders. "I think the tears are slowly stopping."

Mickaela nodded her head. "I-I think I'm done crying."

Minhyuk smiled. "Good. You shouldn't be crying anyways."

"He's right," Wonho yelled. He eventually threw Shownu's slippers off and plopped on the floor next to Mickaela. He wrapped his arms around her and gave her a big hug. "Taeyong was a jerk."

"It's all Hyungwon's fault," Jooheon pointed out. "If he didn't lie to everyone saying him and Mickaela dated then this would've never happened."

Hyungwon scrunched his face. "It's not my fault!"

"Yes it is." Kihyun chimed in.

"It's okay Hyungwon. I know you have feelings for me but my feelings right now are scattered everywhere." Mickaela spoke up and it was true. She didn't know what to feel and who to feel them for.

"What do you mean?" Shownu asked. "You can talk to us."

Mickaela sighed. She was contemplating if she should spill everything to them or not.

"We won't say a word." Minhyuk promised. He pretended to zip his lips and throw away the key.

Mickaela took another deep breath. "Fine," She said. "I'm not mad at Taeyong for what he did. I'm upset that he did it and I know he's not like that. He would never and I don't know what made him but there's a part of me that just wished we could be together."

"You want to be with Taeyong?" Hyungwon asked.

"That's just it I don't know! Part of me does but another part of me wants to stay friends." Mickaela stayed quiet for a few minutes. "But I remember reading on the internet about something that caught my attention."

"What was it?" Wonho asked.

"Lucas."

"Lucas?" Kihyun asked. "You looked up Lucas?"

"Shh," Changkyun said. "She has to finish first."

"Thank you IM," Mickaela said. "Anyways, Lucas. That's my first love. I felt like our love would last forever until he left me. I was so in love with Lucas he did no wrong in my eyes. Our relationship was perfect. We was perfect. After he left I knew I was never going to love anyone ever again. I built this wall around me to never let any guy in no matter what their intentions were. There was a point in my life where I was finally happy and was healing properly until he came back. That day in the cafeteria when I ran into him and the girl he left me for so many emotions were running in my mind. I didn't know what to do or what to think. What was he doing here? Why did he come back now? Does he still remember me? Does he still love me? Did he ever love me? So many questions came to mind with no answers. I couldn't face him so I ran but in that moment I knew the key to moving on was to face the past. Facing him helped me to leave all that hurt in the past and move on to my present and future and that's what I did."

"This reminds me of a K drama," Shownu said with excitement in his voice. Everyone looked at him with a blank expression. "Too much?"

"So how did you move on?" Hyungwon asked. Him and everyone else in the room was really intrigued in Mickaela's love story.

"Taeyong."

"What did Taeyong do?"

"He was the next person I loved even though it was painful at times. I couldn't admit to him that I loved him and that's what hurt me the most. We had a connection, it felt mutual. The feelings did actually but he was with someone else. Liking and dating someone else and I couldn't bare the pain of that. Even after he confessed his feelings for me he was still seeing Kae Kae. I felt like he lied to me and that I wasn't enough but I still loved him. I know that makes me stupid but it's the truth."

"You're not stupid. You had no idea." Jooheon said trying to reassure Mickaela that she wasn't in any way stupid. He felt so bad for her.

"And last but not least I met Ten. I may get called a slut for this but I loved Ten too. He was there for me through alot of things and the more I was with him the more I felt safe and secured. I can tell he loved me too. He knew alot of my flaws and still didn't care. He knew about my past love life and didn't care. I truly loved him and he truly loved me."

"Aish Mickaela," Hyungwon whispered. "This is really deep."

Mickaela nodded her head. "Again this may be stupid but it's the truth. They're my three loves."

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( a/n )

needed to update this book lmao