Hidden Pasts Bring Out The Worst In You

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"Listen...kid, I need to talk to you about something important..."

(L/C): lip color
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(Your P.O.V.)

There it goes. My heart beating ever so fast, not know what he might ask me and not knowing if it's good or bad. I hope that it's good, but in all honesty, who really knows since we've came this far. Anything could've gone wrong.

I'm certain that if he did get bit, he cannot turn due to him not having "flesh" and whatnot.

"U-um sure G. What seems to be the problem?" I sit up straight, giving him all of my attention. He wouldn't speak like that if it wasn't serious. This would be the first time he said something like this to me if I recall.

His lips started to part slightly, not knowing where to start, which was giving me more anxiety.

"I'm...I'm pretty sure you have a lot of questions for me right?" He said looking at me for an answer. I nodded slowly but still keeping eye contact with him. He just looked down, avoiding my gaze.

"I was hoping to never have to tell you one day; I didn't want you to think I was some kind of freak despite from what I look like now." He shifted facing me now. He slowly held one of my hands in his, rubbing small circles with his thumb on top of mine.

Not gonna lie, I did have a slight pink hue on my cheeks. I wasn't use to much affection since my stay at the hospital and from the journey we were on for a while. I never saw him as a freak, I saw him as something more. Determined, skilled, optimistic, heroic. So many positive titles that I can come up with for him that he should be well aware for him to realize.

"My friends use to call me Sans before an accident occurred years ago. I was helping my father in his lab doing research to try and create very powerful monsters, a way to escape the underground and have our freedom for once. Of course, every experiment that he had tried failed him. Slowly, he started to go mad from all his failed projects and experiments and I would have to protect my brother from him seeing what he was doing: keeping him distracted with puzzles, having him going to Undynes to 'train', even showing him cook books that was pasta related...," He started to squeeze a bit harder, trying to recall everything that went wrong, everything that he had to face and live through.

"I tried everything, I tried keeping him away, but I wasn't fast enough. I wasn't smart enough to help him get away from the horror that was he was going to endure." He look emotionless, stressed, and hurt. I can tell that this is painful for him to talk about.

"My father finally found out a way to do what he wanted to do in the first place. He wanted to use me and my brother as a test subject. I refused, and had locked the door so no one can go in or out. He started to get angry, and tried to fight me off so he can get to him, but I fought back as hard as I could to not allow him any further. It went on for about 20 minutes until I had enough and tackled him into his machine. I must of did it too hard, because something had snapped and the doors had closed on us."

He squeezed a bit more. I used my other hand and placed it on top of his cheek, now realizing that he had started to cry. Not as much, but enough for me to take action somehow. To comfort him more.

"My brother had came back from his post that day. He was excited to see me and was looking for me to tell me great news. He looked for me everywhere around the house, but I wasn't inside as usual. He finally went into the lab behind our house in the underground, opening the door and had saw the last moment of me and our father, stuck in his fucked up twisted experiment. Then everything was blank after that." He held my hand that was placed upon his cheek, squeezing that one a bit as well.

"I woke up 3 days later in my room laying down. I knew something wasn't right, so I went into my bathroom to check myself before I exposed myself to the underground for everyone to see. At first I was in shock; I didn't know what to think really. Shock then turned into rage, and I started to tear everything apart that I can get ahold of. I was fused with my disgusting father and would now have to live with it for the rest of my life. I never wanted this, but it happened." He wiped his own tears that he had left, and set my hand from his cheek down back on my lap.

I was speechless that's for sure, and I didn't know what really became of me with my next action. But I had to do it. I sat on top of his lap and wrapped my arms around him as best as I could, and hugged him tightly as I laid his head upon my chest, and thus he began to let everything out. His cries were heartbreaking and shattered my own heart.

"Sans, G, whatever name you would want me to call you by, I want you to know that you're braver than you think and I hope you understand that your brother and friends are super proud of you for protecting the ones you loves to your best ability. Don't ever think you're a freak or some kind of monster just because of that accident that happened in the past. You got this!" I tried my best to encourage him. He needs it more than ever.

(G's P.O.V.)

I held her tightly against my bone body. I don't understand how a complete stranger, a random individual I had met along the way can walk into my life and make me feel wanted, so vulnerable to her touch and her sweet words, to her determination for me and the others. She touched me in ways that no one else could've done.

Y/N... what are you doing to my soulless heart.

I looked up at her and saw her charming smile looking upon me, those beautiful (L/C) plump lips of hers, and the way her (E/C) shines in the sunset. She's beyond perfect for me, but for some fucked up reason, she chooses me, with all my flaws and imperfections.

With one swift move, I pinned her under me, taking in all of her features as much as I possibly can. She was surely surprised since her face started to turn a bright shade of red.

"I know this may seem crazy now, and I will wait for as long as you want me to, but I think I'm starting to fall in love with you. Everything about you screams perfect to me, from your perfect little head, to your delicate cute little toes. Even if you don't share the same feelings, I want you to know now just in case anything happens to us from now on..." I can't believe I had the guts to do what I just did.

(Your P.O.V.)

In love?

I never felt that emotion in so long. I will admit that I have liked G a bit for a while, but I never knew my full feelings towards him as a whole.

"G.. I will admit that I do like you more than I had liked anyone in a while, and I am pleased that you like me back, more-so love me actually. I'm scared that if I return the feelings you have for me, then something down the road will happen and it'll be the end to one or both of us. But I'm willing to give it a chance, for you.." My face was getting brighter from everything that I had just confessed to him.

He bent his head down to mine, as our foreheads connect and we stare deeply into each other's eyes. He then put his lips to my ear and whispered.

"Let's make tonight memorable then.."

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