Why Not Fight?

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Pov Mary jane

So Michael and I made it to the school and we had to stand in a boys and a girls line. Going through the machine so it can check us for any thing dangerous we had on us that we couldn't fit in our bags. So im the 5th in the girls line. I look over and I see Michael had a gun and I was so scared that I almost freaked. And vowed if he got caught im going hard for his ass. What had happen was he started passing it back to his friends and who ever had it last when he got out the machine he was going to go back there as he was walking to recive it and acted like nothing happen I guess. Only problem was this gooffy ass nigga acting like he could'nt pass the gun saying....No No shaking and shit so im next I got out of line I told the boy nicely "if you dont grab that damn gunn imma shot your dumb ass and if he get caught you going to have hell to pay so GRAB IT". And walked away from him to my spot. I looked over and i saw the boy grab the gun and looked at me I gave him the evil eye and yep he passes it. I went through the machine and had a lock in my hand and pocket so I can go through more than once and they have time to get it together in the boys line also all the attention will be on me and what I got in my jeans lol.

So after my many moments of fake stupidness and dont knows I got all my stuff and went to class. After my first period I went to lunch but i didnt want to eat so I went to the media center. This media center was big as ever, anyway I sat in the back cause I'm a big book worm and these boys about 5 of them came overthere and sat with me and had me cracking up I was dead they making fun of the asians and they sitting across from us which was beyond rude (I dont approve) but they made me laugh. So we was gettin aquainted there names were Thomas, James, Mike, Adrian and Jackson. So me and Mike were comparing scheduals. Pretty close because the scheduals where around our neck on the lanyard and we across from each other so Michael walks in pissed.

Michael pov

So I heard about what Mary Jane did for me in the line this morning so asking around they say she in the media center. So im walkin and spot her leaning across the desk next to this nigga her ass all exposed looking like they kissin and giggleing so I walked to they table and said "What the fuck" and slam my fist into the table Mj she said nothing she frozed like she was caught in head lights I was like fuck it and walked out. It was lunch break so I left an went to the store cause I needed to clear my head so I got 2 orders of 3 slices of pizza cause I knew she was going to find me and she going to be hungry and I left the store walking.

Mary jane pov

I'm walking down this street about to cry because I didnt want to make him mad. Wow I wished I didnt have emotions cause have to damn many. Walking I see him with pizza hut so I ran to him and hug him so tight. I started crying his tall ass said something but I couldn't hear him so I asked what the hell your tall ass say cause I couldn't hear you from all the way up there while cuffing my hand to my ear putting it uptoward him.He laughted and said you hungry I got you pizza I said aww thats so sweet but you didn't have to waste your money on me I don't need it any way I say chuckling. He looked at me weirdly like he was going to say something but proceeded and said yeah.... I knew we was going to have a talk some time soon so I want to say sorry now he stucked his bottom lip out and I kissed it cause the lips are luscious. So we went to a private section of the lunch room and talked. He said I was and am beyond fucking pissed to why in the hell was you and him looking like yall about to fuck? Huh!!!!!! In my head I'm like bipolar much. I wispered Why did and why are you making a secne? He said I asked you first so answer the motherfuckin question Mary! he yelled so loud I flinched. The whole lunch room saw and stood still and stayed quiet wearing worrysome faces while looking at me as if I was a piece if shattered glass. I never looking away from him started to shake and in a cryin voice I stated "I didn't I wasnt trying... nothing with him we was just checking each other scheduals to see which classes we got together. I didn't want to do anything nasty with him" I sniffed tried to stop crying but tears keeped coming and I kept hiccuping and my eye got droppy because of all the pressure and hurt I was feeling so I closed my eyes and tryed to stop the pain and the lump in the back of my throat thinking bout my blades and humming my favorite song cause when people yell at me I fold and feel like thats my dad calling me stupid,dumb and fat and weak never good enough or could do better and I cant stop crying all I want to do is cut.