Love Handle

Chapter 21

I need her. I want to see her. She's the highlight of everyday.

"Ella please" I say, my voice is soft and you can here pain in my voice.

"Ella please, I need your jokes, i need your smile, I need your laugh, I need you and I want you. I'm not hiding anything anymore, your amazing and the best, your beautiful, cute and sexy. Your my weakness and when you wink it makes me breathless" I say

"I love you!"I shout after

I start to walk away and I here a door open, I quickly turn around and see Ella.It looks like she has been crying. I run to her and hug her.

"What's wrong Ella"i say softly

She gestures me to come into the dorm. I walk in and sit next to her

"Joel dumped me" she says as a tear runs down her face

I run my thumb along her cheek and look into her dark, sexy eyes

"You are too good for him, he ain't a man he's a joke. He's blind for letting you go, like look at your self" I say and she smiles" your beautiful and kind, Joel just wanted to show he had the best girl, and he did but he doesn't know how to treat you. Your an angel."

She hugs me, tighter then ever then we look in to each other's eyes. There is nothing but silence, she closes her eyes and leans in so I do the same. I can't believe I'm kissing Ella, we get a bit more intense and our tongues get involved, they move together. She is an amazing kisser. She pulls away.

"I'm so sorry" she says

"It's ok, but I have to get going, see you later"

"Bye Cali"

I walk out the dorm, I don't know if I feel better or worse, she said sorry for what reason. Sorry for kissing me, I enjoyed it, I enjoyed her. Her lips were warm and se tasted of cherry. I have to talk to Harry about this. I told her I love her, did she kiss me cause she's sad?, Will she bring it up later?. I'm so confused I need help.