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"yeah i just got uhhh- bored of her yanno?" i heard him scoff through the speaker of finn's phone.

"no noah, i don't fucking know. that's fucked. this isn't the noah i know. what is wrong with you." finn snapped, and more tears ran down my cheeks as aidan wiped them away, sadie rubbing my back, and millie looking through the comments on noah's post.

"finn, nothings wrong with me i- i just lost feelings."

"now why wouldn't you just tell her that and break up with her, instead of moving on and not saying shit. you lost someone really, really great. and don't expect us to accept you after what you did."

i watched with glossy eyes, finn ending the call.

"fuck him, lily. you can do much better." finn retorted, throwing his phone onto a bean bag, and resting down next to it.

"i don't know, this hurts." i painfully smiled, trying to make myself feel better but it wouldn't work.

"i'm sorry about, all of this. you don't deserve it. not at all." gaten sympathized.

"it's fine. i'm fine. i can do better, you guys are right." i accepted, ignoring my true feelings, and washing it all over with a plastered smile.

"we should go to bed, and we can figure the rest of this out in the morning." aidan emitted, and i nodded.

"sounds good to me." i agreed.

then soon after, we all found ourselves tangled in a giant cuddle party.

the next morning, i found myself wrapped up in finn's arms. it actually felt kinda nice to have someone be there.

"oh-oh my god lily im so sorry i didn't even know i wa-" "it's okay finn" i replied. i know it was against my morals, but after last night this just felt right.

"oh um..you guys?" sadie said with a panicked tone in her voice.

"what is it?" i said nervously.

"you aren't going to like this lily..but.." she turns the phone around to me and my heart sinks.

it's a screenshot of me freaking out in the back of finn's live last night.

i run to twitter.

IT'S TRENDING.

my phone begins to blow up with notifications from my dad.

daddo🎤: dude wtf are you ok..??

daddo🎤: i'm serious lily answer me

daddo🎤: wtf is happening rn

daddo🎤: i have called you 27 times now what the fuck are u doing???

me: omg im so sorry i was with finn and sadie and millie and gaten and aidan

daddo🎤: don't worry about that. i saw it all over the internet already.

me: how do we fix this im so scared rn dad. and im already so upset rn.

daddo🎤: it's gonna be okay we can address it later. i just need to know if you're alright.

me: i'm gonna be okay dad i just need to have some time.

daddo🎤: i understand and i am glad you were with all those friends to help you.
i love you kid

me: love u too dad

"guys what do we do about this right now.." i said worried.

"there's nothing you can do lily you just have to let them run their course and then it'll just go away when there is something better to talk about." finn replied.

"yeah i guess." i said unsure about if people would ever let this go.

i just need to know why noah would do this. he told me he loved me.

suddenly my phone buzzes. it's chloe. i start to worry hoping she didn't think i overreacted. i've never been cheated on before but i can tell you this didn't feel good at all.

chloe: girl are u ok?? idk wtf is his problem im so sorry lily. u will always have me and my mom and dad on your side ok?

me: yeah im doing okay im just kinda upset because people saw me react to the post on a live stream now everyone is talking about it.

chloe: i know itll get better with time

me: yeah i believe u.. ive never had anything like this happen to me really.

chloe: i love u girl

me: love u <3

"you know what guys.. let's do something more fun with our day." millie said and i couldn't have agreed more. i need something to take my mind off of this.

"let's go to disney!!" gaten said and i turned it down really quick.

"no.. i can't. that's where i met noah the first time.." i said.

"oh.. yeah i understand. anywhere else?" he asked.

"maybe we can go to universal!" aidan said.

"yeah we can go there i have no crazy attachments to that place." i said jokingly.

and so we went off to universal studios and it really helped to take my mind off of all this drama.