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Noah's POV

Chloe, Lily, Mom, Dad, Brendon, Sarah (yes the queen herself) and I all sat in the Suv that was driving us to the airport where i was leaving.

i sat next to Lily, my arm resting on the side of the window.

"Noah, I'm still sorry for lashing out at you during that argument when you told me that you had to leave." she said. i could sense the hurt in her voice.

this really fucking sucks. i thought to myself.

"Me too. It's not your fault. you shouldn't be apologizing again." I replied.

i grabbed her hand and held it. She looked beautiful, even when she wasn't feeling it.

I love her so much.

we arrive at the airport and i saw her eyes fall down to the floor of the car.

"hey.." i said, lifting her face up with my opposite hand that wasn't already holding hers.

"we can facetime whenever you want. i'll ask them to stop filming just to hear your voice again." I looked into her eyes, and smiled.

"Promise?" she said, tears began to flood in her eyes.

"I promise. I love you." i kissed her cheek.

nobody noticed though, they were all talking to each other, Chloe was making "TikToks".

we got out of the car and locked it (safety first heh).

Entering the airport, meant a lot to me emotionally. This could be a new beginning, a moment where i don't stop crying (probably), maybe it's unpleasant. We don't know just yet, all i know is i'll find out when i walk through the doors to the France airport.

i grip lily's hand a little tighter, and chloe walks alongside her. Brendon, Sarah, and my parents walked in front.

"Lily!! there's starbucks here!" Chloe laughs while pointing at a green sign, the aroma of coffee fills the area.

"Oh, cool." she smiles, probably trying to make not only Chloe, but herself feel better. I know this must be hard for her too. It's gonna be awhile. It's a big struggle for me, she keeps me happy. How am I supposed to not feel like shit knowing that i won't be able to hug her, or even see her for 7 months.

7 long fucking months.

"Looks like this is it." she says, letting go of my hand.

i look at her, and set my suitcase on the floor.

"Lily i'm gonna miss you so much. You don't even know how much this sucks for me to have to go like this. I love you so much." i place a small kiss on her lips, and she smiles as a tear streams down her adorable face. i wipe it off with my thumb, and hug her tightly.

she wraps her arms around me.

i feel tears threaten to pour out of my eyes too, but i'm not letting it happen.

or am i?

wELP guess they're coming out anyways. i think and feel them fall down my cheeks. 

"Goodbye Noah." She says, her voice cracking.

"Goodbye Lily." I reply. and pull out of the hug. Her eyes are bloodshot a little, mind probably are also.

i grab my suitcase and turn to see my family.
I hug everyone separately. Including Sarah and Brendon.

"Thank you so much for raising such an amazing daughter." i say to the two Urie's.

"we wouldn't want her any other way." Brendon says.

"Thank you for being so good to her." Sarah looks at me, and smiles.

"Of course." i say back.

i walk through the ticket station, handing the man my ticket to France.

"That your girlfriend?" he asks.

"Yes sir." i answer.

"She's a real keeper. Crying in front of everyone like that." he states.

"I know sir. Thank you."

"My pleasure, Have a safe flight."

Lily's POV

I look back one more time at Noah conversing with the Ticket Man, before watching him walk through the doors to board the Airplane.

One single tear streams down my face again, and i wipe it myself.

My mom came with us. She's usually really busy with business things, i'm happy to have seen her.
Her and Dad are perfectly fine, it's just that she has trouble with making the time to see us a lot, She puts a lot of work into her Job and it causes her to not be home.

I was content with her being here when she could.

next chapter heheh welcome to drama for once. yALL THOT THIS WAS GONNA BE NOTHING BAD AAAHHAHAH GET FLAMED JK ILY ALL