Hindrance

Journal entry number three

Well yesterday I wrote the first chapter of this idea of mind. Anyway today I was walking through the cold halwaays of the east wing and found some children running arounnd. Can you believe it? Children? When were they llowed onto this death trip but who am I to judge. The day after that consisted of me losig my shit at the parents and their irresponsability. We talked for a while until they finally said how it was they were able to get on the last and only ship leavig earth.

It rained the day they walked to the institution. The cold unrelentless to the babies in the car. Their eldest son was crying too but not because he was cold but because he had to stay so far from his parents. They knew they should have stayed with him but they couldnt. The twins had been born three months prior and been so close to death they kissed it more than 6b times and all because of their eldest son. He wasnt, couldnt be aware of his actions. They explained over and over why he could take the babies swimming or why he could throw rocks at them. He didnt understand this seemd the best solution. At this point in the story the womans voice cracks when telling me. I encouraged her to go on ofcourse. They seemed to not be fond of the idea of leaving their child at a mental ward but seemed more than necessary if they wanted their family of five to survive another night. They are still debating if it was a mistake or not...

They stpped into the black building and signed the papers for their son. He was then asked to follow. He didnt. He stood his ground. They were supposed to meet the doctor that day but their son put up such a fight that through the crowd of families, patients and the security they never got to see the doctor. That they say had been a mistake. The mistake that has been able to save their now family of four to be able to leve the dying planet behind. No better said dying population behind. After that they they tried to visit but nurses kept telling them that he was much to aggressive or that the doctor was running tests on him. That day was the last day they ever saw him. The council felt for them and their story and allowed tehir twins on the ship with the promise to live on the left side wing and not be noticed as much as possible. 

Well atleast I was pleasantly amused today but at the cost of someone elses pain. Now Today I wont continue Crimaldis story. Im tired I shall write back in you jounrnal when the lights come back on since their is no sunrise anymore. or sunset...