Why Me? - Yang Jeongin FF

Why Me? (part5) Yang Jeongin FF

Jeongin covered you up with his blanket and layed down facing towards you. He ran his fingers through your hair as his eyes started to feel heavy. He ever so slightly touched his nose against yours, as a tiny smile formed on the corner of his mouth. As he was about to fall asleep along with you he spoke softly under his breath.

Jeongin: You smell like alcohol, your makeup is smudged and you're all sweaty...but...for some reason.... there's nowhere I'd rather be right now than lying here with you....goodnight Y/N.

You wrapped your arms around his waist, thinking it was a pillow, and you both soft and soundly drifted to sleep.

In the morning.....

JEONGIN'S POV

Ugh the morning...ah shit it's one of those mornings where my eyes just don't want to open. Huh? Y/N stop being so adorable, soon I won't be able to handle it anymore. You confuse me so much. One minute you hate me, the next minute you're like this. I like it.

END OF JEONGIN'S POV

Jeongin looked down to see you still hugging on to his waist as you slept, wiggling into a more comfy position putting your forehead against his chest as you sniffled. You'd started to wake up. Why is my pillow so warm?? And why does my bed feel so much bigger than it did from last time?? Wait...wth this isn't a pillow...ok ok it can't be Hyunjin obviously I would remember if I'd spent the night with him...the only other person I saw last night besides him was....J-Jeongin?!?!? OMFG MY EYES CAN U OPEN ALREADY WHY THEY ALWAYS GOTTA BE SO HARD TO OPEN AFTER I GET DRUNK!!! As soon as your eyes were about to come back to their focus, you kept them closed as you heard a voice start to speak every so softly and sincerely.

Jeongin: Y/N are you still sleep? Ever since my mom passed away when I was 16, I haven't felt as if I was myself anymore. The only person I could really be myself around was Hyunjin, who'd always been there for me. My dad...pft if anything I'm more like a business partner than his son. Besides the times I'm with Hyunjin, I haven't cared for anyone the same as I did when my mom was around. I acknowledge the fact I've been heartless, inconsiderate and rude to most people these past few years. I thought last night I just wanted to be with you to fill up the lust I desired, just like how I was towards all the other girls I'd spend my nights with, but after you'd mistaken me for Hyunjin, I felt this burning feeling in my heart...for the first time...a girl made me jealous and a bit angry. I don't know what it is about you Y/N, but I want to keep you in my life, because you for some strange reason light up a feeling of desire and passion I haven't felt in a while. I guess that passion and desire...is for you.

A teardrop rolled down Jeongin's cheek as he just looked at you after finishing his words. His voice was filled with a mix of anger, sadness and a lot of sincerity, yet it sounded so cute and addicting at the same time. You opened your eyes.....Y-Yang Jeongin. Your eyes locked contact with his in complete silence, yet it wasn't awkward at all. Maybe he isn't that bad at all, I almost feel as if I just want to console and comfort....Y/N STOP IT HE'S A HEADASS. You stood up and ran out of his house leaving Jeongin shocked and speechless.

Y/N: Taxi!!!

You got in the taxi and drove back to your dorm. Omg I'm so stupid I could've said something. I feel so bad nowwww. That was pretty sweet though. I never knew he has such a hard past. After thinking he was just a jerk for no reason and treating him like one. I guess I'm the jerk now.