venomous // loona

thank youuu

this.... is my third finished fic.

and /this/ is my third thank you note. i'm currently writing this thirty minutes after the release of the final chapter (not the epilogue) in my notes, and it already has so much positive feedback....

idk what i did to get so lucky, but i guess i did something. bc how else would i get the greatest readers for my works otherwise? i almost said fans, but that sounds weird to say that... i don't think of u guys as fans bc that's not what you are (even if u love my works a lot!) because i wouldn't label you guys down to that. but you guys are the best audience to be reading my fics, i swear.

even when i'm not being the best author (cough cough four month hiatus) you guys are patient and support me so much. i always see authors complaining about how their readers always ask them to update, but i can never find myself able to relate. when i told you guys i wanted some time, you gave me love and sent happiness my way. i hope my writings are good enough to pay that kindness back!

but back to venomous... whew. i started writing it june 4th, 2018... finished it (minus the epilogue) match 31st, 2019. gonna pull up a calculator or sumn bc i don't want to do math~~~~~~

OHHH SHIT 300 DAYS EXACT WHAT KIND OF GOD AM I (just kidding i'm not that self absorbed i swear 😔😔) but omg it took me 300 days to finish a six chaptered book i am: Lazy. BUT i will try to get more things out this year!! for those who have been around since the "chuufics has absolutely no theme and a trash layout" era, you are the lucky few who know what it's like to get frequent updates....

n e ways now i'm curious. what chuufics era did u join (the eras: 1. only serendipity was out, the very first book covers were clapped lol ; 2. serendipity and over and over were out 3. serendipity, oao, and venomous were out but less than 100 followers 4. the same as last but over 100 followers 5. some have entered 1k reads 6. some fics have entered 5k reads 7. baby fan)

-what was ur favorite venomous chapter lol (mine was def five)

-what was my best work (i really think i did good with 'you.' i think i got people to cry and really that was the goal)

-just for fun who's ur loona bias bc mine is chuu (gowon and haseul are THREATENING her tho)

omg i'm getting so off track heck. but it's really freaking surreal writing these lol bc it really puts into perspective that— in terms of loona wattpad fics— i have an actual audience that tunes in regularly 😭😭 like people say very nice things about me and my works and mayhaps i CRY. wowee though it's weird? like, to be one of the loona authors that people 'know'? as in like "u know chuufics?" and someone could be like "yh i've heard of her" that shit makes me :')

i hope my future works do not disappoint and that you've enjoyed venomous!! omg when i had the idea for venomous, i think i was writing the bonus chapter of serendipity (if u haven't read serendipity [my chuuves fic] then idk if you'd get it lol) and i was just like "dude chaewon just. needs some love. i can't continue writing her pining over jiwoo for this long." and that sparked it lol

i wanted to make an action fic. i wanted it to be slightly unnerving and fearful at parts, while still keeping a fresh and crack-filled aura. tbh?? i've never been the best at action scenes, but like they're SO MUCH FUN TO WRITE?? it's  basically like "i can give my character unlimited power if i wanted to. chaewon can hit her mom with a cup and knock her out" and that's EXACTLY what i fucken DID. it's fun bc i can make it as crazy and dumb as i want. haseul threw a cereal bar at the antagonist's head. i mean. does it get more action-packed than that

this is the weirdest thank u note i think i've written yet lmao

but if i didn't convey it earlier: THANKSGJABAB I LOVE YOUU! i hope i have fed u well. u are the best. u deserve very nice things. loona loves u. i love u.

wtf why is this so long ew

let's get our philosophical goggles on now. and i will tell u. that while u may think my writing is 'poetic' and 'beautiful' at some parts... some of those parts say things u should NOT live by!! when i say in a chapter something along the lines of: "hyejoo wasn't happy and will never be, life is meaningless in the retrospective of things, fuck school (ok that one is ok to live by. school systems are Fucked), falling into an endless sleep is the easiest option" uhh pls don't listen to that lol...... it is for Dramatic Effect and for u to get the feeling of the character. i am not telling u to d*e. pls don't do anything bad to urself tho 😅 like for real.. i care about you b 😤 thank u for thinking that it is well-written though, i try lol

the serendipity spinoff is coming soon i wanted to tell u guys. how r u doing. bc hopefully after this news it is very swell

TL;DR thanks for reading i hope your day has been good. another chaejoo fic is coming soon i will not let u starve