You know, I didn't always use to be like this. So hollow. Once upon a time, I use to be the life of the party. I was such a risk taker, and that drove my parents crazy. They were always saying how I was gonna get myself hurt by all the crazy idiotic things I do. Lord how they were right.
Although, I may be hollow I do have something to live for believe it or not. A little girl. I try my hardest to give her the best, but how can you give the world to someone when you work at the local bar and grill. Sure you may get some decent tips every now and again, but is it really worth drunk guys grabbing your ass or commenting on your boobs after you bring them food. Like come on I just brought you one meal you don't need another. I do it for her though. My precious little Kiara. I named her Kiara because that was Simba's mate in the Lion King, and trust me if you have her watched that movie she was fierce. My little queen.
I believe having a child changes your opinions about the world. It's crazy because that little baby inside your tummy is just living its little life in there, having no idea it is an inch away from its next one. Once that new life begins you will forever be the one who protects, teaches, and guides them. You can't trust anybody else to do it. It is your duty, and it will be hard but it is so so worth it.
