Peter Pan Imagines Book

Until forever ends

Warning: S A D

Words count: 1107

I was so happy with my life. It was just perfect. I had Peter, I had lost boys, I had family... everything I need.

But then Peter started to die. He needed heart of truest believer, Henry. I didn't want that kid to die, but more of that I didn't want Peter to die. I was really confused.

I loved Peter with all my heart and I'll give him my heart if he needed it. And after that he was in fight,a few times literally die... but how we know: ,,Peter Pan never fails." But this day was different.

We stood there. Peter, me,  Rumple, Regina, Belle, Emma, Hook... Rumple said something to Belle about how much he love her and that he always will blah blah blah... everything about I could think is Peter.

This is not gonna be his last fight... or is it? No it's not. But then Rumple stood next to Peter.

I was so scared that i couldn't listen. Then Rumple took the knife and stab Peter in back. Peter was just there,he didn't move.

Jolly scream escaped my mouth as I watched love of my life dying. Peter disappeared in cloud of purple and I run to place where he disappeared. It mustn't be end. It's gonna be ok.  If it's not ok, it's not the end.

But  there was something in the cloud of purple. It was letter. I came closer and take it. I opened it and found this.

Envelope with my name on it. I just wanted him back right now but I was curious abou what is in envelope. So I opened it. First I saw a letter.

This is to my true love.
To the girl who always saw good in me.
The most brave, beautiful, kind, funny... girl on this world.
Which i never had the courage to say these three words.
I love you.

-Peter Pan

My heart just broke. I want him back so bad. Can you please get him back to me. But in envelope was something else. It was... omg it was...

flashback

,, Y/N, would you like to take a walk with me?" Peter asked me with a smirk.

,, Of course" i said.
We walked through the forest and I need to confess, I was a little bit scared. Did I do something wrong? What did i mess up this time? Omg am i in trouble? But then we got to the cliff. He climbed and offered his hand to help me climb.

I took his hand and I felt butterflies in my belly. Am I in love maybe? I dont know...

When we reached the top of cliff we sat there. I saw the night sky full of stars. Stars looked like they dance together and sing i was in some type of trance. But I swear, I saw Peter staring at me. And then he broke the silence.

,, Do you hate me?" He asked. I was taken back by his question. Why is that important?

,,No," I whispered.
,,You can be kind a ... rude,but i don't hate you." I said.
He just nooded and scratched his neck.

,,Yeah I just wanna everyone to be ready for any future fights so i guess i am kind a too strict." He said and i nooded.

,,Why do you ask if  I hate you?" I asked him confused. He stayed silent and then he took a deep breath.

,, Okay, I am Just gonna say it..." he said and i nooded for him to continue.

,, I like you Y/N, I was scared you hated me for all bad things I've done."
After he said all of that I cracked a smile.

,,You. Peter Pan. Scared. Really?" I said giggling slightly at his words that I thounght that person like Pan would never say. He nooded and laughted a little too.

,,I just wanted to know if I still had a chance...with you." He said.

,, Of course you do...Peter." This is the first time i called him by his first name. I could not stand without losing myself in those beautiful green eyes,they were like a magnet.

After a while of staring in each others eyes he started to lean in. When he gave me lightly kiss on the lips I felt amazing. Then he start to lean again and again he kissed me, but this time it was full of love, lust, passion. I loved it. I loved him. And we will stay together forever.

,,I want you to have this." He said giving me this compass.

,,It will always lead you to Neverland. If you ever lost, you'll be able to come back."

,, Thank you Peter,but I think I will not need it, till I'm with you, I'll never be lost." I said smiling at him. He hugged me and we sat like that,watching stars,and we fell asleep. I wanted to stay like this forever. And to stay with him until forever ends.

End of flashback.

Tears were like a waterfall. I fell down and I could not get on my feet. I turned to see that the Hook and Regina were soothing Belle because the Rumple disappeared.

I knew how she felt. But then the Emma came to me and she handed me my hand and said that she was sorry and that she would like to start from the beginning. She said everything would be fine. but I knew.

But I knew that everything is going to be wrong and nothing will be the same. I just wanted to have Peter back to me.

I wanted to have my first love, my day one boy, my heartbeat, my whole wide world, my best friend, perfection, ... my everything. I miss him so much.

I can't believe that I lost him. Why is life so hard? Why Lord doesn't like me. Why am I alone. WHY CAN'T I HAVE PETER BACK.

This is all my fault. Somehow, it is. It is my fault that he died, that he didn't have happy ending. I don't want him to be the one that die. It needed to be me. It should have been me, not him.

I miss him. I miss him beside me. I miss lost boys. I miss Neverland. I miss my whole life. I hope that he is happier now and that he will find another girl who is going to love him like I do. I love him and I'll never stop.
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What do you think? I know sad but...
-PeterPanlover