Warning: Depressive!sad!
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Again. My parent again fight. They always fight. Like I don't exist. They are drunk, they are throwing everything on each other and on me. I hide in my closet and waited to them to stop. I had only one true friend. Maybe you don't believe me but that's Peter Pan. He always come here. Everynight, he say that when he make everything good he will send me to Neverland to live with lost boys. I was in Neverland. A lot of times, but I always spent there a night,and when I wake up I am in bed. Peter and I grow close. We have something, I am sure in it. I think I love him. But I won't tell him yet. Well now I am just going to wait for him. I am scared little bit, not of my parents I'm used to it, I am scred about Peter. I know when you turn 18, you are an adult, and Peter will stop coming for me. I can't let myself grow up. So I need to get away from my parents. Peter didn't show up this night. That confuse me. Now I was in school. Talking to my best friend, Johnny.
,,Are you again daydreaming of Neverland?" He asked me.
,,I need to get there before it's too late." I said and he nooded. I was on my way back home. My parents were on work. I stopped to see people who are dressed like a pirates. I thought that's something like musical... But then I realized who it was. Hook. Peter didn't like Hook, but he can help me.
,,Hey Hook!" I yelled.
,,Yes miss-" he said turning around ,, Oh, Hi Y/N, long time no see."
,,Yes,yes are you going to Neverland?"
,,Yes,but why?" He asked with a smirk.
,,I need you to take me there."
,,Are you sure, love? Because Pan isn't what you think he is."
,,Ok,ok but I am sure. When we are going?"
,,Tonight, at 12h, that's when the star is open the most." He said.
,, From where are we going?"
,,We will come to your house with a ship."
,,But what if someone se-"
,,Only kids can see us, but they are most asleep at 12."
,,See ya later." I said. I runned to my house. I burst into it. I picked my bag and put some clothes, food, things I need... and I was ready. Waiting is so boring. Ughhhhh. And that's when I saw that the hands of the hour have coincided. I waited with open window. And I saw them. He pulled his hand to me ,,Ready?" He asked. ,, Of course." We then make our way to star. In my head was Peter's words: ,, One day I will say ' Second star to the right and straight till morning' and together we will fly away to Neverland." I was so happy and
excited. Finally we reached Neverland. There was night, but it was about 7 o'clock. My feet hit the sand and I have feeling like I belong here. I run to lost boys camp and started yelling
,,FELIX, PETER, ALEX, SLIGHTLY... I AM BACK!!!"
They all looked up to me. Then a big smile appeared on theur face and they run to me and give me hug. I was so happy. And then I heard.
,,Y/N?" That was Peter.
,,Yes Peter I am here." I said with a smile. But he didn't smiled, why he didn't smiled, he looked even...angry.
,,Why did you come here?" He raides his voice.
,,You are not happy because I am here?" I asked.
,,I told you I will come for you when everything is ok."
,,I know but I couldn't wait to be here, and you didn't show up last 2 nights." I said sad.
,,I had som bussines."
,,Peter?" Female voice called from tent. I turned to see girl with curly blue hair in dress standing there. I looked at her and then at Peter trying to understand what's happening here.
,,What took you so long, I can't wait for you." She then came to peter hugging him from behind and kissing his neck. Oh she didn't. I gave Peter confused look and then he turned to girl and she started kissing him on lips. My heart was just broken. What is happening right now? Why? What? Who is she?
,,Peter who is this?" She asked.
,,I am Y/N, but that's not important because I won't stay here long." I said as I turned to lost boys. I sit next to Felix putting my head on his shoulder. I thinked that Neverland is land where dreams come true, where everyone is happy, where you can do and have everything... I wanted to came here so long and so bad. Now I just want to leave. Not Neverland, I want to leave everything. Maybe Peter's
sentence now , to live will be an awfully big adventure, now can be to die will be and awfully big adventure. Now I am just heart broken. I went to the Skull rock and started to sing.
The smile, the charm, the words, the spark
Everything, you had it
I guess I had a naive heart, 'cause boy
I let you have it
You said I was your only
I never thought you'd leave me lonely
You're just a lost boy, with your head up in the clouds
You're just a lost boy, never keep your feet on the ground
You're always gonna fly away, just because you know you can
You're never gonna learn there's no such place as Neverland
You don't understand
You'll never grow up
You're never gonna be a man
Peter Pan
Deep down, I knew that you were too good to be true
But every piece and part of me wanted to believe in you
But now it's happily ever never
I guess now I know better
You're just a lost boy, with your head up in the clouds
You're just a lost boy, never keep your feet on the ground
You're always gonna fly away, just because you know you can
You're never gonna learn there's no such place as Neverland
You don't understand
You'll never grow up
You're never gonna be a man
Peter Pan
You're just a lost boy, yeah, I know who you are
You don't know what you lost, boy
You're too busy chasing stars
And you're always gonna fly away, just because you know you can
You're never gonna learn there's no such place as Neverland
You don't understand
You'll never grow up
You're never gonna be a man
Yeah, you'll never grow up
Yeah you're never gonna be a man
Peter Pan
Never gonna be a man.
,,Y/N, are you ok?" Peter asked.
,,Obviously not." I said almost in tears.
,,What happened?"
,,Nothing, just my stupidity and hope."
,,Hope is a good thing, what's wrong with that? And by the way, you are pretty smart." He said making me blush even if I am angry on him. No. I am not angry on him. I am angry on myself. How could I possibly think that he love ME, beside that beautiful girl there. Well I can't watch them together, I can't go home, I have nowhere to go.
,,Are you going to tell me what is problem?" He said.
,, Well if you really want to know what is, It's me. I am problem. I don't deserve life. I am not good enough. I always was angry on my parents and myself. Then you came and changed my whole life. You were best thing that happened to me in the life. Then I came here to fing out that you have girlfriend and totally broke my heart. Is she a reason why you didn't show up? Is she a reason why is Neverlan not ready for me? When you planned to tell me? When I turn 18 so I can't get here. Now you get you happy ending with her, and I just want to remind you that you said that we are going to have happy ending,WE. I thought we had something." I couldn't hold myself, I let everything from my heart and started to cry. He started to hug me but I pushed away from him and run. I didn't want o be more lost so I run back to camp. Slightly saw me and came to me and hugged me. I was broken. So broken.
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A/N: Ok, there's no happy ending, but if you want to you can imagine that you had. Luv you guys❤
-PeterPanlover
